JustAnotherSufferer

Poor Poor Meg! I feel just the same way silly. I wish I could hold you so tight and make you feel all safe and warm. You don’t deserve this pain, none of us do!

Awwww. I knew you’d like it sws

I know meg, you’ve always strived to be accepted, loved and something to feel proud of but you never got it. I know you might feel like those losers at school are right, but they’re not! You’re ten times better than most of those jerks. You don’t have to try to better than them, you already are better than them

That’s so sad Meg! I’m sorry that they treated you trash. Never feel guilty for what your aunt and cousin did to you, what they did was completely their fault. You where so sweet and kind to them and they had the guts to make you feel guilty and push you down And it’s so sad that they’re getting away with it. You’ve been so strong Meg and I’m proud of you!

I couldn’t have said it better! I just feel like I’m working in a coal mine every single day with no light in sight. The worst part is that they just keep giving me tasks to do that sends me deeper and deeper from the air.

I either worry about all the responsibilities I have and homework even though things are going well for me when it comes to that department. It’s just that I start freaking out whenever I try to do the things I used to enjoy because they remind me of some bad memories and make me feel guilty because I’m not doing something more than sitting on my ass all day. Does anyone else feel the same way? I just have such a hard time accepting that I need to take a day off and have some fun, my inner voice starts making fun of me when I try it, I have no clue why, maybe some repressed memories that are surfacing.

@Soarsie18 I don’t want to do anything, I’m like a lazy pig, I’m surprisingly thin though, probably because of some luck in the genetic lottery.

@Soarsie18 I’m so tired and bored, I don’t want to deal with life anymore. I feel like I’m going to pass out soon, but it’s too early to sleep.

I hate that feeling, I wonder why, maybe a panic attack or something along those lines 😞

@Soarsie18 Yep, it sure sounds like it. I just woke up from a peaceful 10 minutes of sleep, it feels like Jolted by a shocking sensation, have you ever felt it before?

@Soarsie18 Same, I have a hard time keeping my focus, it’s just way too hard. Same, I actually fell asleep at around 4 AM yesterday ;(

@Soarsie18 Same, I hope that things will eventually turn out well In the end, I’m just so tired of waiting all the time. I’m so sleepy, I have to stay awake though, it’s too early for me to go to bed.

@Soarsie18 I get you, life is scary and inpredictable to say the least!

@Soarsie18 Do you often think about giving up? I’m really sick of living like this all day long.

@Soarsie18 Same, I was basically up all night. I’m so sick of living like this ugggggh : (