BeyondWeary

So sorry you are going through all that. Maybe your school has counselors that you could see. You may need something since you are dealing a lot of hard circumstances. You are not alone in this. We are here for you. BW

Maybe it is the depression that keeps you down. Do what you can, be gentle on yourself, and enjoy the small moments as much as you can. BW

So sorry for your loss. I think all depression feels pretty much the same yet when there is more than one cause it is extra intensified. The situational depression has gotten better for me when the circumstances improve. Then there is my medical depression that is always around to some degree. For a loss, I have gone through the grief stages which takes some time yet it helps. Hang in there. We are here for you as best we can be. BW

Hi Morgan and welcome! Thanks for sharing your story. I see a lot of strength in you to overcome. I think you can do this pregnancy and be a good mum. Maybe your past fears are coming up for you yet you are not the same as you were in the past. So, I think you don't have to let the fear overwhelm you. It is old stuff. I think you are stronger than you realize. We are here for you. We will do our best to support you in this time. You are not alone in this. BW

Feeling some better now. Can only do one day at a time as the future looks too overwhelming and difficult.

Bored at work and I have 50 minuets more to go. Sigh.....

Yes, @evalynn, Happy Birthday to you!!

I went to work, got my hair cut, and went grocery shopping. That is a lot to handle right now.

My heart goes out to you. I wish I could do something to make things better for you. I believe you do matter. Yet if you're not getting the support and help you need and are in a lot of pain, how can you feel like you matter. So sorry you are going through this. BW

Feeling really anxious about my life and my future. It feels like it might all fall apart at the end of the year. I just don't have much energy to deal with all this. Things are going to get much harder and they are already hard enough.

Yes, congratulations to you! That is a big accomplishment. I like your goal to get a good job and go to therapy. That should help a lot. Sorry your family is not more supportive. I really feel for you. Hang in there. We are always here for you. BW

I think that if you just can't let it go, why not meet her and see where that goes and how it works out. You may be able to see if she is as nice in person as she is now. But don't get your hopes up as it is a long shot and you may be really hurt. Yet it sounds like in order to let it go, you would be hurting anyway. Just my thoughts. BW

You have been hurt and have the need to grieve this loss. I think he just realized he wanted to try to make things work with his ex-wife. Unfortunately, he didn't see this before he started connecting with you. I think you have every right to feel rejected and it would be hard to trust him anymore. Sorry this happened to you. BW

Hanging in there. Looking forward to when I'm not on this earth anymore and can have rest and peace at last.

This is great. Thanks for sharing!