Lately I've been seriously considering suicide. I've skipped the entire freshman year because I am anxious in class and i don't like talking. So I pretty much lost all of my friends and not being at school all day left me rediculously bored because there's really nothing to do when everyone's at work and school and your at home all day. I developed weird social issues and slowly it became harder and harder to go back to school then to top that off in March my house burned down so for 2 months now I've been living in hotels with my brother and mom. Everyday I feel extreme boredom and helplessness. It's very difficult for us to find a house now because we are very poor. I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life I'm going crazy there's alot more to it but I can't type it all into words. I plan on going back to school this year but I'm not sure how I'll do it I'm almost convinced suicide is the only way out of this.