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    alliryann18 got a reaction from HopelessRomantic2011 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support #2   
    @decado
    So sorry that you were in a car accident! I hope you are doing well. 4 years ago I was in a crash and rollover with our family minivan and it was quite jarring. 
    I'm sure that your CO probably thought you were a charming and bubbly girl. He sees lots of people so I'm sure he thought positively or just neutral of you no matter what. Not negative.
    I thought that he had been curt or dismissive of you from what you'd posted-- and it sounds like that wasn't the case at all. You are probably suffering from the 'letdown' that people experience after meeting their CO's. 
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    alliryann18 got a reaction from decado in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support #2   
    @decado
    So sorry that you were in a car accident! I hope you are doing well. 4 years ago I was in a crash and rollover with our family minivan and it was quite jarring. 
    I'm sure that your CO probably thought you were a charming and bubbly girl. He sees lots of people so I'm sure he thought positively or just neutral of you no matter what. Not negative.
    I thought that he had been curt or dismissive of you from what you'd posted-- and it sounds like that wasn't the case at all. You are probably suffering from the 'letdown' that people experience after meeting their CO's. 
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    alliryann18 got a reaction from HopelessRomantic2011 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support #2   
    @decado, I was thinking the same thing that @HopelessRomantic2011wrote. 
    I don't logically see how he could 'hate' a random fan who's at a meet and greet. Sounds like 'irrational thinking.' I hope that doesn't offend you- but he probably didn't think anything other than 'this girl is pretty nervous, she's a big fan, so sweet of her.' I think you might be imagining 'making a fool out of yourself.' If you were nervous, or asked for a hug, or even gushed 'I love you' - he was likely pretty cool about it and I'm sure he's seen worse. I don't know how famous he is, but if he IS significantly famous, he gets it. He's used to it from being in the public eye.
    Now on the OTHER hand- if he is newly famous, or a naturally shy person (celebs can be shy) he may have been weirded out by any gushy behavior and love demonstrated towards him. That would be new to him and he probably may have been tired out by it all and wanted to go be alone to recharge. 
    I guess I don't know, because I have never met a celebrity. From what I've read about the experiences people here have about meeting CO's, there is a sort of 'letdown' afterward because you cannot stay with them. He has to go back on his plane and on to the next tour, and you are just like everybody else. It is just the way it is with celebs, I guess. If I were to meet the CO that I'm now getting over, I'd be happy and appreciative just to get a smile and a handshake. 
    No matter what, I'm very sorry that you are sad because of meeting him. (hugs) You can PM me to talk about it, if you want.
    ETA: I snooped your past posts and I guessed just from what you wrote- that he is a rock band musician. That might explain a lot! Rockers can be irritable, super moody, artistic types, and even though some of them 'eat it all up' when girl groupies approach them (sorry not calling YOU a 'groupie' personally- but you know what I mean about rock bands!) some might not always feel like they want to be 'on' 100 percent of the time. You know? If you and your friends were part of a long M&G, he may have acted a little curt just because he wanted to go off with the others and smoke a joint, haha.  
    In other words, he doesn't know you and wouldn't hate you! As far as your friends, maybe there was a little catty competition as to who got the most attention from the band members. Sounds like they weren't being very good friends in that case.
    It's supposed to be fun.  I've BEEN to rock concerts in the past. I never bothered to go to any of the meet and greets, because of the whole 'groupies' thing. 2 times it was with my then-boyfriend. I just went chiefly for the music and the experience. 
     
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    alliryann18 reacted to decado in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support #2   
    Hope everyone is ok. 
     
    I’m so sorry for coming here, I just don’t know where else to turn. So I apologise in advance.
     
    Two weeks ago today. I met my CO and I have regretted doing so ever since. I feel like I have made the biggest fool out of myself and he’s gone away hating me. 
    I’ve felt utterly miserable and worthless ever since. Also to make matters worse the friends I went with have dropped me like a stone. No one will talk with me and I feel more alone than ever. I think this is making everything seem twice as bad.
    I’ve had some extremely dark thoughts during the past two weeks and I’ve never felt so alone. I wish I could turn back time and never have met him. 
     
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    alliryann18 reacted to KatyR in afterlife   
    Well, I've never had a Near Death Experience but I have seen/heard spirits a couple of times in my life. The first time, I must have been around 5. I came downstairs in the middle of the night to use the bathroom when I saw a little girl (about my age) standing on the landing. Naturally, it scared me to death so I ran back upstairs! The next day, my father was doing some excavating in the back yard and found tombstones that he believed to be part of a paupers cemetery. I have always believed the little girl I saw was buried there.
    The next time I was 8. One of my brothers had died and my mother was going to the gravesite every week. This had been going on for months and she would always take my sister and I. We would play in the creek by the cemetery while my mom visited. A berm ran along side of the creek so while we were playing, we couldn't see the cemetery; just the top of the berm. One day as I was playing, I happened to look up and there was my deceased brother squatting down at the top of the berm with a big smile on his face watching my sister and I. It seemed so normal; I thought nothing of it for a split second. Then it hit me that he COULDN'T be up there! I immediately looked back up and he was gone. Some might think it a figment of my imagination, but I'm sure I saw him. That memory is burned into my mind's eye.
    The next time was different. It was in the early 90's and my grandmother had passed. She and I had been particularly close. I was in route to North Carolina to attend the funeral, it was early evening when I saw in the night sky 3 shooting stars. I didn't think much of it other than feeling comforted by it in some odd way. The next day at the graveside I saw my grandmother's tombstone and on it were 3 shooting stars. I have always since thought that what I had seen was some sort of message from her.
    The last time was in the middle 90's. I was getting in my car to go to work one morning when I heard this loud crackling sound coming from the back seat. I immediately jumped out of the car. I thought an animal might have gotten in the car overnight (I had left my window cracked) and might be rummaging through a fast food bag I had left under the seat. I searched and there was nothing so I went on my way. I had a strong sense of uneasiness all the way to work but managed to discard it. When I entered my office, I sat at my desk (alone) and I heard the exact same sound again. This time louder and right behind me. I turned to see if something was in the wastebasket behind me - there was nothing. I was really scared. I said out loud, "Whoever you are, you don't belong here. Go towards the light". Well, I felt foolish but I didn't hear the noise again and continued my day. That evening I got a phone call that my biological father had been in a coma and passed away. I've always assigned that experience to him.
    It seems to me that any time anyone close to me has passed, I have had some sort of personalized "message" or vision of them. Back in May, one of my other brother's passed on. He and I were very close and I've had nothing. No "real-life" dream, no vision, no sounds....nothing. I don't understand and I'm a bit concerned.
    It's weird, I guess, but I feel like something is wrong.
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