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  1. Hi! I am second year of uni.. I feel like dropping out this week or even tomorrow. I have already dropped one of my three units of the semester and I have two major essay's due May 3rd & 4th. I have tried to motivate myself but I just feel so emotionally overwhelmed. I am turning 29 in two weeks time and unfortunately had to move back home last year as I couldn't find myself suitable housing. It has been the worse mistake of my life, I have gained so much weight and my 5'3 frame now weighs 259lbs. I am so ashamed and my parents constantly compete and be little me over how they are fitter and more active than I. As I am turning 29 the taunting has gotten worse.. My father keeps calling me old, and my mother said I am no longer beautiful. My parents are divorced and as I live with my mother I am constantly stuck between their bickering.. My father makes fun of my mother and I with our living situation, as we are both unemployed and rely solely upon government assistance. My mother on the other hand hasn't forgiven my father for his cruel ways. My father has a fiancee who is adding to the contention and will bully bother my sisters and I. My parents have controlled every aspect of my life and every man I have liked they have strongly disliked and I have absolutely no friends. I havent in several years. When my parents divorced five years ago.. I slept everyday for those five, due to extreme sadness and loneliness. I only went to uni to shut my father up as he called me nothing but a loser as I wasn't doing anything with my life. This year has been terrible thus far, my parents have doubled in their antics and I am so tired of crying and hurting. I have never learned to say no to them I hate myself for letting them control me. I know if I quit uni I will feel so awfully ashamed and my father + his fiancee will ridicule me. My mother doesn't care and blames my father for the issues I am having. What should I do?
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