Nashe posted a topic in **A Special Forum to Welcome our 'NEW MEMBERS'!!**TRIGGER WARNING........... >POST DISCUSSES SELF HARM > > > I don't fit in. Lemme just put that out there whenever I get angry, sad and fill too empty and neglected which is happening a lot these days. I slap myself and cut myself. I get this relief. I think I have panick attacks because sometimes I can't even breath with anxiety and pain so many memories flood my mind. Whenever I pass a bridge or I'm upstairs I have this edge to throw myself in and sometimes dying sounds like a great idea. The idea of complete darkness and peace attacks me but I was born in a total Christian house so the part that stops me is hell. Eternal toment I don't know what to do.