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lackluster

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  1. Kinda struggling today and just need to say something to people that understand how a I feel. I wish I i didn't feel so distant and disconnected from people, especially my family and friends. So tired of feeling lonely. I guess I just need a hug since I don't get those very often. Not a goodbye see ya later hug, but a tight really care about you hug. 

    I feel like a burden. Maybe I'm not in reality, but I sure feel like it. 

    Life just feels kinda dull. Also I'm kinda worried cause I haven't SH in almost 3 weeks now and almost relapsed this morning.

    thank you for letting me vent. Hope everyone out there is doing ok.

  2. Anyone have any tips with dealing with that feeling of not wanting to do anything or have the drive to things or hobbies i enjoy? Its gotten to the point where i want to quit the job im best at doing and i used to love with alot of passion. Such a crappy feeling

  3. Thank you for the suggestions. I definitely want to try cbt for sure. It's just really nerve racking because one session would basically break the bank for me atm so I don't have much freedom to just try another therapist if one doesn't work out.

  4. Hey everyone I hope things are going ok. I haven't been here in a while and want to start posting again. 

    Ive been struggling some in the past weeks but overall feel a bit better. I have my down days though. I want to try therapy soon but I don't a lot of money to work with. I don't have health insurance so I was wondering if it's worth dropping the money to try? I've never done anything like this so I'm really nervous. Anyone have any past experiences with therapy? Is it worth it? 

    I was thinking about just talk/CBT therapy. Thanks 

  5. Thank you for the replies. I am considering it but I just feel like I'm gonna freeze up and not be able to talk and open up, which would be a waste of money and the therapists time. It's hard enough to open up to my family and friends about my feelings. 

  6. Hey everyone I haven't been in here lately, but iv been struggling. I'm tired of trying to be happy. Sometimes I actually am happy, but most of the time just don't want any to bother with life. 

    Should I try therapy?I just don't want to be around anymore ya know 

  7. How come when feeling low we tend to withdraw from everyone? I feel like it would be human nature to want to be around more people when we are down for support, but I especially tend to not want to talk to anyone.

    maybe it's because when I'm feel really low, I feel lonely on the inside even though I can be around family and friends. I just think it's an interesting concept.

  8. I'm not religious so that's not gonna be my thing. I play music for a living so I'm constantly immersed in playing and making music which helps. But I still get pretty bad urges to burn myself 

  9. I hate myself. How can I build more positive thoughts inside me. I'm failing so much at once right now. I'm in lots of debt, tired of of living, failed my learners permit for the 3rd time in 5 years. I'm in the process of getting levied cause of tax problems, hurting my friends because of my drinking and bad decisions. I'm just a mess right now... so overwhelmed... And more bad is on its way. I just feel so alone in my depression. I opened up to my parents about my depression recently and they also don't seem to understand the way I feel. I feel like I don't belong any more ya know. Sorry for the rant. I'm also sorry that I haven't been more supportive to the other members on the forum. I've just been overwhelmed and not really talking with anyone. 

  10. Thank you Sophy. I'm def trying to be more positive in my life. I'm 25 about to be 26 soon and I'm just not feeling that great about life you know. If I fail then I'm done. I  most likely gonna end up a homeless guy on the street. I dont really have much family I can call on cause a lot of them are pretty selfish. I'm just tired of living ya know. I hurt my best friend with my actions recently and I'm feel like an failure. 

    Just feeling low all the time sucks. I'm literally drinking as I type this

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