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jm_okla

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  1. A hard decision

    I would like everyone to know I've made up my mind. The last post I made was a complete failure. I apologize for that. It happens a lot that I am misunderstood or misheard, misread in this case. Nothing generally goes well for me some might say I'm unlucky. I've genuinely lost all faith and hope of a better future. People are liars. People are cheats. I have a strong decision to make. I'm trying to be honest with myself, weighing the Pros and Cons against my own cowardice. I long for peace, a day where regrets of past failures no longer plague me. If this topic is misread again I'm sorry. Talking has never been my strong suit.
  2. A strange request.

    Sorry to have wasted everyones time. I knew this was a stupid idea from the get go. The plus note to all of this is my wife will be ellegable for many more benefits soon. Single parents are far more taken ccare of no more excusses no more useless me
  3. A strange request.

    I live in Oklahoma, all I'm asking for is anyone knows about good paying positions available preferably near the west coast WA. OR. places like that. This is very difficult for me I've been trying to look for something for a long time. Honestly I know this is stupid. I just keep trying to better our lives with no hope for the future. You know what? In retrospect never mind. Who would like to hire someone like me anyway? Useless, absolutely useless. I lay my dreams out before you like stars of the night sky. They are for where you tread, so tread softly. For you tread on my dreams. Keats was right. No one cares. Its comically viable when someone fails so spectacularly at existence.
  4. A strange request.

    To anyone reading I have a strange request. My wife and I live day to day, paycheck to paycheck. We work combined over 100 hours a week. That being said we are loyal, diligent, and hard working with little hope for the future. We have four children between 11 and 4 months. I know this is a strange request but I'm at the end of my rope. I am reaching out to this community for a new start. We want to move to get away from this god-forsaken state and start over with a chance for a better future. I see the imagination and joy being driven out of my children and the thought of my kids going through what I went through terrifies me. I'm not looking for a hand out, let me make that perfectly clear. Just a chance at a better life. If this message falls on deaf ears so be it. Just know that everything I do is for my family.