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  1. Exhausted. Full time work is too much. It's too hot to sleep at night. My house is a mess because I have no time or energy to clean. I hate having to try to put on a front and be social at work. The driving to and fro sucks. I'm more miserable than being unemployed and broke.
  2. I've done a week of my new job. Even though it's a nice place my anxiety is high.
  3. Thank you for your kind words. I barely slept, of course, but I'm getting ready to go. I will think of what you said
  4. Came here to pour out my crap. Starting a new job tomorrow and for the last few days a massive depression has been building up. All my insecurities have surged up to the surface. I just don't want to do it. I hate work and feel way too jaded and damaged to do it.
  5. Exhausted and I have a headache. Work is too intense all the time. It is really a terrible environment for me. I need to try to make changes, if only I could find the energy and drive.
  6. I feel rough. The boss upset me. I got the impression they wouldn't mind if I leave. It makes it even harder to keep going. I got really stressed, didn't eat and got a headache. I'm no good at full time work. But I have to.
  7. I've been off work with stress because I was doing the work of 3. A few weeks ago it got too much and I left and got signed off with work related stress. I'm meant to go back on Monday and I've been told some graduate is now sitting at my desk doing my job. They say they want people to be happy at work but we are 30 plus crammed into a space that is for 20. Anyway, I don't want to go back. I'm pissed off now. They broke me down piling on the work and now I feel like someone else has jumped in my grave.
  8. Thank you. I will. It's extra hard being not "normal" at this time of year.
  9. I'm so sick of being asked what I am doing for christmas.I'm not doing anything and what business is it of theirs?
  10. Just want to get through the next 3 work days and then I can stop pretending and stop feeling judged for a week.
  11. Hi David. Just wanted to send virtual hugs. I'm sorry that you are stressing. I know how it is to be obsessing and worrying yourself crazy. I doubt they would say it in front of you so there's a good chance you misheard. Try to sit down close your eyes and breathe deep for a few minutes.
  12. I feel like what's the point. I start a new job on Wednesday where I'm going to have to pretend I'm ok. What's it for? I have no goal except trying to survive and for what.
  13. I feel stupid, I had a job interview and they want me to start dependent on drug and alcohol test. I won't pass because I've been smoking.
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