Frankie1983

Sunny but cold out.

Severe stress makes people behave differently, some people just shut down. I would just accept it and move on.

Stormy

It's fine we all say things we don't mean. I'm glad your sticking around. You brighten the place up.

Welcome to the form. Your definitely not alone in how your feeling. I think you'll like it here.

It's great to have a dream. It gives us something to strive for and your dream is amazing. I would love to even just vist the west coast. I'd suggest taking it step by step. Start by saving a little money each week, check online for jobs and places to live. Don't put pressure on yourself. It could take a while.

If you can please consider adopting a shelter dog.

Wired

Freezing

The same happened to me. I much preferred my dream like state it made me feel numb to everything.

Ahh I get ya now. I wouldn't be surprised if there was a family out there like that.

I know a girl called Jane and another called June. I've an aunt Joan and 2 uncles called John. I actually love the name John for a boy.

Please don't go. You are needed here.

I honestly have no words. You are an amazingly strong person.