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  1. My friend, I hate to hear that you are going through tough times right now. But, to be honest with you, it is only a test that all of us have to go through. You can defeat this inter spirit that is trying to torment you. Just fight back with whatever the opposite of what that inter spirit is throwing at you. A good example of this is when the tormenting spirit is saying you can’t do something. You tell yourself you can and just keep on fighting until you can begin to see a change take place in your life. I have to do the same myself, because I really haven’t had many people to believe in me. However, that became the fuel that drives me. When someone look down on me or try to tell me something like you are not capable of doing this. It actually gives me motivation to prove you are wrong about me. For the most part of my life I have overcome my inter spirit frustrations. Be blessed and I hope that I said something that might inspire you to keep on fighting and persevering on your journey of life.
  2. Wow, I totally can identify with you. I do agree that we have to be easier on ourselves because mental illness does not play fair. If we cannot get enough motivation going in our own lives. There probably want be anyone else pushing or motivating us to hang in there until a better day come for us. I am so excited that you found some breakthrough in your life and now you have something to try to build on from this day forward. Be blessed my friend and continue to persevere on your journey of life.
  3. I totally understand my friend. When I was a child, I would be around the other children because I always wanted to be like them with a very out going personality. But, I was totally different just was not very good at communicating with others. I would hope someone would choose me to play with or to start a conversation with me. However, this really never happen to me. I had to learn how to bring myself contentment and to speak encouragement to others. I believe this is my gift to society, to give them something that I did not get myself. Hope, and someone to believe in you regardless of how your situation may look.
  4. Yes, I am also dealing with loneliness. I do not want to be this way, but when I am around friends and family members. I just seems to go in this anxiety mode and I cannot stay around them no longer than about thirty minutes. My mind just go into a mode that I got to get out of here. I am also this way with my children and wife also. But I do not want to be like this, but after 50 years of this, I guess this is just the hand that was dealt to me. I must play my hand out because folding is not a option for me. Be blessed my friends and may all of you be feel with the power to overcome and the determination to fight for whatever you want out of life.
  5. I hope things get better real soon
  6. I’m thankful for my ability to reason things through my health my relationship with my God
  7. It is very difficult to continue on your journey when you do not know where you are going. It is even harder when you do not see any daylight anywhere. Keep the faith and continue on moving until someone or something can bring you some clarity in your life
  8. Yeah, it is a day to day thing and you never know when you are going to feel good. Just try to enjoy it when the feel good feelings come and try to get through a crappie day when it shows up
  9. Yes, we just got to ride this one out and hope for a better tomorrow
  10. Today, is not one of my best days ever. I feel like I’m in a daze or fog without windshield wipers
  11. I totally understand what you are saying. Sometimes it gets very hard to bathe. Some days I just go without one.
  12. How are you doing my friend? I pray that all is well with you and the family
  13. I am doing ok and I just finished my MAT to teach Secondary Education.
  14. I am so sorry to hear that you lost your sister and your best friend. From what I gather from your post is that your sister was teaching you how to become stronger and how to overcome things that got in your way. Your sister might be gone from society but she have never left your spirit. Reach deep down inside and ask yourself, what would my sister tell me to do. And by that way you keep her alive and it can bring some comfort back into your life. I had to do the same thing when I lost my dad without a warning. He went to sleep one night and did not awake again out of his sleep. Just like that he was no longer among us. Treasure your memories of your sister and let her beautiful spirit live on within you. Be blessed and I am going to be praying for you a peace of mind and a comforting spirit. Be blessed my friend
  15. Change begins one day at a time and form a attitude against your negative habits. Become determined to be victorious and stop at nothing less than overcoming your obstacles. It will not be easy but many before you have conquered this demon and you can also.
  16. Well, I feel relieved and my burden lessen. It brings less stress in my life to have so much pressure taken off of me
  17. Hang in there and hopefully everything will turn out well for you
  18. I got up in severe pain and I pushed myself to go to work. As the day went on I started feeling depressed about my life. I am going to have to push myself to get out of this funk. Because if I do not the rest of my day would be ruined and it would not be a very productive day
  19. I volunteered to check people temperature as they entered the building at the Surgery Center today.
  20. I am so sorry to hear that you are having some issues right now in your marriage. I cannot tell you what to do but I can say if you still believe in your family. It is worth working through it to get to the other side. I wish the two of you nothing but the best as the two of you go through this. Be blessed my friend and do not beat yourself up because it will not do any of you any good.
  21. It is amazing how the slightest thing in nature can give us a since of peace and comfort, when we take the time to notice it
  22. I so understand your frustrations with tv and there not being anything good to watch on a consistent basis
  23. I want to get rid of my fear of being a failure.
  24. I feel ok today and I am looking forward to a wonderful day in serving people at the Surgery Center.
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