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I just became the fill in teacher for the Science class almost two weeks ago. One of my students brought me a Christmas gift and it really made my day. I have been smiling a lot all day thinking about it.

I bought a 12x30 and turned it into a one bedroom house with a kitchen and a bathroom.

I totally understand, just remember to take it one second, minute, hour and day at a time. It makes life so much easier when you do not overload your plate.

Well said

I felt a little down at the start of this day. I felt depressed at times because my family does not include me in a lot of things. They just barely talks to me and it really hurts. I know it really is not their fault because of my isolating myself from them. This depression and mental health robs you of the life enjoyments that you should be experiencing on a daily basis.

I love it

Playing with my students for a few minutes and then putting them to work.

I am so sorry to hear that. I hope things can improve for you. Perhaps taking a few baby steps can help you while you figure out what you are best at. Life might change around you, but there still is a purpose for you. Keep searching until you can find the new you

My friend, I hate to hear that you are going through tough times right now. But, to be honest with you, it is only a test that all of us have to go through. You can defeat this inter spirit that is trying to torment you. Just fight back with whatever the opposite of what that inter spirit is throwing at you. A good example of this is when the tormenting spirit is saying you can’t do something. You tell yourself you can and just keep on fighting until you can begin to see a change take place in your life. I have to do the same myself, because I really haven’t had many people to believe in me. However, that became the fuel that drives me. When someone look down on me or try to tell me something like you are not capable of doing this. It actually gives me motivation to prove you are wrong about me. For the most part of my life I have overcome my inter spirit frustrations. Be blessed and I hope that I said something that might inspire you to keep on fighting and persevering on your journey of life.

Wow, I totally can identify with you. I do agree that we have to be easier on ourselves because mental illness does not play fair. If we cannot get enough motivation going in our own lives. There probably want be anyone else pushing or motivating us to hang in there until a better day come for us. I am so excited that you found some breakthrough in your life and now you have something to try to build on from this day forward. Be blessed my friend and continue to persevere on your journey of life.

I totally understand my friend. When I was a child, I would be around the other children because I always wanted to be like them with a very out going personality. But, I was totally different just was not very good at communicating with others. I would hope someone would choose me to play with or to start a conversation with me. However, this really never happen to me. I had to learn how to bring myself contentment and to speak encouragement to others. I believe this is my gift to society, to give them something that I did not get myself. Hope, and someone to believe in you regardless of how your situation may look.

Yes, I am also dealing with loneliness. I do not want to be this way, but when I am around friends and family members. I just seems to go in this anxiety mode and I cannot stay around them no longer than about thirty minutes. My mind just go into a mode that I got to get out of here. I am also this way with my children and wife also. But I do not want to be like this, but after 50 years of this, I guess this is just the hand that was dealt to me. I must play my hand out because folding is not a option for me. Be blessed my friends and may all of you be feel with the power to overcome and the determination to fight for whatever you want out of life.

I hope things get better real soon

Keep Hope Alive

I’m thankful for my ability to reason things through my health my relationship with my God