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  1. Did the cream really reduce the redness on them? Mine are quite red and they look terrible. Thanks for the advice!
  2. I'm not mad at her at all, she and my dad and my sis are the things I love the most. I did something wrong she had asked not to do and she was very angry. The problem here is I don't want her to discover my scars because she'll have a really hard time. I've read a little about Bio Oil, but there's so much info out there I don't even know what works and what doesn't. Thanks for the advice.
  3. Another day to hide. Great. Please don't let it be awful.
  4. I am sure there's no infection. I picked my scabs in anguish and that's probably why the scars are so notorious. I regret everything so so much. I really don't want to. No one has this type of scars and that troubles me. I don't want my family to worry, they are so happy right now and seeing them would be awful. I'll try to apply something to fade them a little eventually. Thank you :)
  5. Thank you for the advice. I will do so, thank you :)
  6. The scars are on my hand dorsums, all around and close to some of my knuckles. They look like blisters there and I've been watching people's hands are quite smooth and beautiful, this scars are ugly.
  7. I suddenly woke up at 4:20 in the morning when I usually don't until 6, and I am starting to be worried. About a month ago I hurt my hands scratching them on a wall and now I've got terrible terrible scars on both of them. Nobody knows about it fortunately, but it's only a matter of time for my parents and friends and probably everyone to notice. I keep hiding them under extra long sleeves, but it's not normal to do it on a daily basis, they are super obvious and I didn't intend for them to be so notorious, I thought they'd just go away in few days, but now I'm ****ed forever. I don't want to get up and get out of my house. I have school again today and I'm terrified. I don't even want to see my parents face because I feel such guilt building up inside constantly. I am scared, just yesterday my mom told me she was utterly dissapointed on me, and I just keep imagining how she'll feel after she sees my scars. I am a shame, and I don't know how I will get out of this one.
  8. I just had breakfast with my family and I felt so guilty. They don't know about my recent scars, and I don't want them to. I love them so much, and this would be crushing everything we stand for. I can't seem to smile anymore around anyone, and I feel a hole inside constantly. I don't find ease at any time and my mind tortures me with thoughts about every single stupid minute that has passed since I hurt my hands.... I hate it. I want this feeling to go away and go back to normal, but my scars wont let me. I feel s***ty. Help
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