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  1. To anyone suffering... I wish I had a wand to zap away all the pain you have... If only. It is unbearable knowing there are sweet, kind, innocent and really worthy people (everyone here) battling through hell 😖💔 Praying for all of you. Love you guys, you deserve to find peace ❤️  

  2. 4 hours ago, JD4010 said:

    I'm sure it is hell too. If something "good" does manage to happen, it's only a matter of a very short time before something bad comes along and wrecks everything again.

    Thought I was the only one! It's a never ending cycle in my life. Why can't everything just go smoothly instead of constant drastic ups and downs? 😕 

  3. 18 hours ago, anxiousE said:

    I apparently have eczema (have other crap too), but my eczema is worse in winter. I don't typically complain of it in summer, although maybe scalp itch. I use CeraVe cream for skin and have tried Neutrogena Tgel shampoo. My scalp wasn't itchy at the time, but it's supposed to help with itch. Hope you find relief!

    Oh yea, I've got a bite or heat rash or something I needed cortisone for last night. Idk if that's part of it, but yea it was itchy and painful.

    Oh hun 😞 Hope you get better! Itchy and painful skin feels like end of the world. I ****ing hate it. I have a bunch of heat rashes too, hope you find relief yourself! Is it true that eczema has no cure?? Hope not, wish this annoying s--t can end already. Sorry for cussing, it's just annoying dealing with this everyday and envying people with perfect skin 😢  

  4. Same s--t, different day; wake up, leave the house, come home and cry for hours, wishing I was dead. Feeling like life is just a huge black hole full of loneliness, despair, worthlessness and fear... That's how I'm feeling. The usual!

    It's worse when I don't leave the house for a few days. The thoughts become unbearable. That's why I try to leave the house as much as possible, I know I'll still be depressed and come home crying. Going out "helps" to take my mind of my problems for a while haha

  5. 23 hours ago, JD4010 said:

    I suffer from oily skin that gets much worse in the heat and humidity. That, and I sweat like a fiend. I'm a real mess in the summer. I hate it. Whoever designed me meant for me to be in a cold climate.

    Same here! Then again, once it's winter, I wish it was summer and vice versa. I ****ing hate my skin

  6. 16 hours ago, tamjez said:

    What kind of weather is going on out there love? I'm doing good I didn't take my meds today but I feel fine. I hope your doing better Huggs and lots of love ❤️😄

    The weather over here is so hot! I hate it. Aww so glad you are feeling fine 🙂 Hope you are doing better today yourself!  Hugs and love back :hugs:❤️ 

  7. 17 hours ago, tamjez said:


    Hello ^.^ I'm new and beginning to learn how to use the forum page. Thank You so much yes that is me in the picture. How are you? 😄

    It's okay 🙂 Ehh I'm not feeling well to be honest. The weather over here is scorching! Thanks for asking! Hope you're doing okay 

  8. 44 minutes ago, tamjez said:

    I feel so upset. Been working out so much and I see my self looking fat all the time no matter what I do

    and at times I over eat and purge and sometimes I don't know what I look like anymore or if my mind is

    playing tricks on me. :C

    Welcome to the forum, tamjez! ❤️ Is that you on your profile picture? You are beautiful! I really mean that :console:

  9. Okay I finally came clean to my best friend about my crush! I told him I lied that he was abusive, etc just to make him unadd my crush. My friend forgives and called me "mischievous" hahahaha! I feel sooo childish now 🤭

    I think he will add my crush again. I'm still angry at my crush and don't want my friend to add him back. I need to stop being petty and be an adult! If they want to be friends, I should let them.  It doesn't involve my friend; it's only between me and my crush!

    Also, my crush's best friend added me on Facebook today. I unadded him about 3 times in the past and he forgave ❤️ Confused? Yes, that's a lot of "best friends" and "crushes" LOL I will stop unadding people. It's petty and childish! I'm also still buddies with the girlfriend - sweet ❤️ 

    I feel proud right now for this AND for surviving the horrible, humid weather. The weatherman says we will have this for another 2 weeks - UGH! 😠

  10. 15 hours ago, salparadise6132 said:

    So do I, @babyxgothxx!!!

    So much. So so much!!

    This is one of those nights for me that I lack confidence in what to say.  I started a text to my daughter and an Email to my friend that I abandoned because I was questioning myself.  I read on here of others that deal with this too.  Some nights, I can opine freely and feel confident in what I say.  Not tonight, for whatever reason. 

    But one thing I will say is that I am confident that there is a need for you to exist.  You have a huge heart, BG.  Our world needs you!   You have added so much to my life and I know you have added to others, and will to others and others multiplied over your time. 

    Most love, biggest hugs, and the most healing peace to you, my UK friend!



    Aww thanks for the kind words and @JD4010 too!!! I love everyone on DF very much! It's like the supportive family I should've had ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ 

  11. On 6/28/2018 at 8:55 PM, JD4010 said:

    Same here! 32C degrees and very high humidity. If I wanted tropical weather, I would live in the tropics. I hate hot weather!

    Oh dear! How do you survive???? How do you keep cool? This weather over here is bad enough, maybe because we're so used to colder weather lol?

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