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  1. Wow, I'm not the only one here that loves hugs! Hugs are awesome and it's best to store them for days you need them most lol Awwww it seems like you had a lovely Christmas! That's wonderful to know It's best to chill with a friend on these special days It's so nice that you had unexpected Christmas cards and Oscar Wilde's plays are amazing! Having time to chill and relax is the best Wait you're a Leo too? That's so cool! I relate to you a lot about having people around to entertain but needing time off to recharge as well haha I didn't really do much (I'm a boring person) but I had a really good day, chilling! I had Christmas cards from family and had some amazing food!
  2. Awww thaks! It's good to see you too! *Christmas hugs back* So glad to hear that this Christmas is amazing for you! Today has been great for me also!
  3. Sorry for not coming online that often! Hope you guys are doing alright Also, Merry Christmas everyone! (For those who do celebrate!) Hope you all (celebrate or not) have a wonderful day today and always Love you guys!
  4. I feel like the most hated person on the planet People always avoid sitting next to me on transport and give me dirty looks... This happened again today! They shouldn't judge a book by its cover! I always put others first before myself and when I don't, I beat myself up about it... I try to be the kindest I can be (which everyone takes for granted but I don't care) and I can't help the way I look! I'm slowly beginning to accept that I'm really hated without being known properly... What did I do so wrong to deserve this? People act like I've committed a crime for no reason It makes me want to never leave my house again, you know? Everything I do is wrong, oh well...
  5. Nobody cares but... Worst year ever... Hope next year would be better haha
  6. I don't believe tomorrow is October! This year is going by really fast
  7. Exactly! That's why I closed it... Too many self-absorbed, bragging fake friends! No offence but that's what most of them were
  8. My Facebook is now permanently deleted and I'm job searching
  9. Oh dear... So sorry! Sounds like a horrible week You don't sound stupid at all. Anyone would be so angry if all that happened to them Happy belated Birthday to your nephew by the way
  10. That's what happens to me every time! I've given up trying to keep friends at the moment... I feel like trash too, maybe that's a bit of an understatement lol I'm also deleting my Facebook account - forever
  11. Yes! I think today's fashion and beauty is too fake with both male and female... The things they do, like pranks and stuff are completely pointless and stupid. It's not cool! Awww thanks! It's awesome to finally break free from those jerks... It was rough! I constantly craved a boyfriend but now I don't... I don't want one. I think it's too common and overrated I guess? I'm happy with me, myself and I That's amazing how you're proud of being you! I think "weird" people have a higher chance of being successful because they stand out... Look at Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, some famous singers and they never fit in... I see "weird" as a blessing in disguise
  12. You're right! I've spent my entire teenage years trying to be someone else. Only a few weeks ago (still 19) I started liking who I am! I compared myself to girls in magazines all the time... I had so many toxic crushes and I constantly compared myself to their girlfriends and celeb crushes! I have a new crush (who doesn't really fit in) recently and I think he's really cute and I'm obsessed with him! Most people find him ugly That proves the whole "beauty is subjective" thing is true. I began to feel beautiful (as myself) and a really cool person! Please don't be a sheep just to fit in. Sometimes, even the most popular people are unhappy. They have everything but have nothing... PS I love Jim Morrison!!!! His haircut is really cool if I say so myself
  13. Thanks for the Happy Birthday wishes guys!!! I don't like being 20 so far... I feel lost, stuck in life, embarrassed about my age and just weirder in general. I was beginning to turn my life around, until my birthday came... It's a weird thought... Have you ever thought to yourself "I was making progress but since my new decade of life started bad, it'll end bad?" Sorry if that doesn't make sense!!! Yesterday, I didn't sleep all night. I was tired through the day. I had a long, long (but fun) day with my brother because it was his Birthday too! Then some people ruined my Birthday by getting angry for no reason! I'm not getting into it... I'm getting back on track right now. Of course, I'm still sticking to the "no alcohol" regime and trying to find peace within myself. Alcohol still tastes like rubbish anyway. It's gross and pure poison to your body! Getting drunk is fun but comes at a heavy price!
  14. Same! All those years wasted on trying to be someone else... I'm happier being crazy, weird me
  15. Yes, it really does suck to be an outcast in general... But I think it's cool and unique. I don't want to fit in... Who really is "normal" anyway?
  16. Aww dear... I know how you feel. I wish today was my last day alive
  17. I was doing fine... Now I'm back to that crazy, suicidal freak again and it's my Birthday... That's just sad. At least I'm not drinking anymore
  18. I'm 20 and don't believe it! I'm not gonna make it to 30, that's for sure
  19. It's my Birthday today Can't stay on long though... Gotta leave soon! Hope you guys are alright... Love you very much and thanks for being there for me... You are like a real family in my eyes
  20. Aww thanks! Yes that's basically my life in a nutshell lol But I am genuinely feeling good today. Hope you feel better hun
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