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  1. I hope you guys are doing okay I'm sorry for not being on for so long
  2. A lot better! It's amazing how time heals most things I'm also being creative again, for the past month or so! That is something I've stopped doing for years, when my troubles started! Something I thought I'd never do again I spent most of my time being creative when I was a kid! It's always amazing to go back to your old passions
  3. Awww! Thank you The meds I took weren't for mental illness. It was for something completely different, I can't really discuss it here! They turned me into a monster If you think the meds are making you feel worse, it would be best if you came off them. I know that fear. I really do! Maybe you can try discussing it with a good doctor, who are there to make you better, to help ease those horrible withdrawal symptoms for you
  4. Awww So sorry to hear they were doing that to you too. Yes, most doctors seem to profit off us being sick. It's not right! They truly do want a patient forever They are in complete denial if they say they aren't.
  5. I'm not trying to trigger anyone but I feel great! I've recently stopped taking this medication; that I started at a young age, in 2016. I started wondering last year if these meds were playing with my emotions. They were also causing other horrific side effects like high blood pressure, which the Doctors kept denying. All for money I kept brushing it off because I was afraid of the withdrawal symptoms. I prolonged the use until, last week, I had enough. Since coming off these meds, I feel less irritable, anxious, depressed, etc. My mind is clearer, stronger and more focused! My blood pressure is back to normal as well. Why didn't I do this sooner?
  6. Just letting you guys know that I am getting help It's going to be a long road of ups and downs but I will eventually see light in the tunnel It's going to be worth it
  7. It's nice to see you again, too JD I hope you're doing well and I'm feeling a bit better now
  8. I'm so useless at starting conversations... No wonder I don't have any friends
  9. Thanks @Devlinkyla @Tears_Always @Depressedgurl007 and everyone for those kind words
  10. I need somebody to talk to everyday and not judge... I need a friend
  11. Thanks for the support guys You are like a family to me Yes, group therapy doesn't seem like a good idea at all... First of all, my anxiety wouldn't let me go and secondly, I had no clue that they let the more extroverted ones speak the most! That's unfair... They should let everyone talk as much as they want, or can! That doesn't help the anxious people looking for help! If anything, it would belittle them
  12. I just want to end it all (I can't have therapy at the moment because only group therapies are available... My anxiety won't let me participate in that of course)
  13. I spoke to a Doctor yesterday to test for a mental illness (or disability) everyone thinks I have. The doctor wondered why people ask if I have this mental illness because she says I don't show any signs of it. She mentioned that I have possible OCD When she said OCD, it made sense. A lot of the symptoms describe me (including BPD but she didn't mention that yet) and I have it bad. I'm not trying to self-diagnose but it's true. I will try to get help for it soon
  14. DF won't let me reply to people for some reason It keeps going to an article when I click "Submit Reply"
  15. I am going to get help soon! I'll try to update you guys on my journey
  16. Happy New Year everyone! Hope you all have the best year ever and accomplish your goals
  17. Yes it's so confusing when one day, you can socialise and the other day, you can't I know your pain. I had many friends ditch me and ignore me because of my suffering. If they were true friends, they wouldn't leave!
  18. That's incredible! So glad that you are doing much better now but those moments that you can't socialise are really hard
  19. So sorry to hear about your childhood So happy to hear that you are doing better now Wish I was like you! I was never good at talking to people, childhood or now. My life seemed better as a child in general... Less depression, more curiosity, less fear, more fun.... Life seemed more safe then
  20. Same I wish I was a child again just so I could enjoy the simple things in life. It seems like childhood really is the best time of your life
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