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Aww thanks

Yes! I think today's fashion and beauty is too fake with both male and female... The things they do, like pranks and stuff are completely pointless and stupid. It's not cool! Awww thanks! It's awesome to finally break free from those jerks... It was rough! I constantly craved a boyfriend but now I don't... I don't want one. I think it's too common and overrated I guess? I'm happy with me, myself and I That's amazing how you're proud of being you! I think "weird" people have a higher chance of being successful because they stand out... Look at Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, some famous singers and they never fit in... I see "weird" as a blessing in disguise

You're right! I've spent my entire teenage years trying to be someone else. Only a few weeks ago (still 19) I started liking who I am! I compared myself to girls in magazines all the time... I had so many toxic crushes and I constantly compared myself to their girlfriends and celeb crushes! I have a new crush (who doesn't really fit in) recently and I think he's really cute and I'm obsessed with him! Most people find him ugly That proves the whole "beauty is subjective" thing is true. I began to feel beautiful (as myself) and a really cool person! Please don't be a sheep just to fit in. Sometimes, even the most popular people are unhappy. They have everything but have nothing... PS I love Jim Morrison!!!! His haircut is really cool if I say so myself

Thanks for the Happy Birthday wishes guys!!! I don't like being 20 so far... I feel lost, stuck in life, embarrassed about my age and just weirder in general. I was beginning to turn my life around, until my birthday came... It's a weird thought... Have you ever thought to yourself "I was making progress but since my new decade of life started bad, it'll end bad?" Sorry if that doesn't make sense!!! Yesterday, I didn't sleep all night. I was tired through the day. I had a long, long (but fun) day with my brother because it was his Birthday too! Then some people ruined my Birthday by getting angry for no reason! I'm not getting into it... I'm getting back on track right now. Of course, I'm still sticking to the "no alcohol" regime and trying to find peace within myself. Alcohol still tastes like rubbish anyway. It's gross and pure poison to your body! Getting drunk is fun but comes at a heavy price!

Same! All those years wasted on trying to be someone else... I'm happier being crazy, weird me

Yes, it really does suck to be an outcast in general... But I think it's cool and unique. I don't want to fit in... Who really is "normal" anyway?

Aww dear... I know how you feel. I wish today was my last day alive

I was doing fine... Now I'm back to that crazy, suicidal freak again and it's my Birthday... That's just sad. At least I'm not drinking anymore

I'm 20 and don't believe it! I'm not gonna make it to 30, that's for sure

It's my Birthday today Can't stay on long though... Gotta leave soon! Hope you guys are alright... Love you very much and thanks for being there for me... You are like a real family in my eyes

Aww thanks! Yes that's basically my life in a nutshell lol But I am genuinely feeling good today. Hope you feel better hun

I'm feeling so good right now guys! I feel I can accomplish anything if I put my mind to it. I feel there's no limitations to life! I never felt this way before. I don't think I need to come on here to "vent" anymore. I will check messages and stuff... I will only come back when I need to. Praying for you guys. You all deserve the world. I wish you all to find peace within yourselves. Love you

I feel sad... Will I ever find peace within myself and impact the world or will I be a paranoid, depressed, over-the-edge, irritable person forever? Yes, I still think I have the power to change the world. I think I was born to impact the world Idk? I sound mental

I use caffeine to treat my depression but it overpowers my anxiety... Don't know whether or not I should give it up! Can't live without it either

Yes, when I'm paranoid, it just feels like another person is inside of me tagging at my soul! I feel like a completely different person! That makes paranoia flare more. Paranoia is like when anxiety reaches a new high! I don't mind people much anymore. My mind constantly tells me they judge me and hate me. No reason! Some people are simply lost souls looking for peace but don't get it... That's what makes them mad! I'm afraid that's where I'll end up soon, lost and broken and never finding peace within. I know it is inside of me but I can't seem to dig deep enough and grab it... Sorry for ranting, just in that kind of mood