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A lot better! It's amazing how time heals most things 💜 I'm also being creative again, for the past month or so! That is something I've stopped doing for years, when my troubles started! Something I thought I'd never do again 😊 I spent most of my time being creative when I was a kid! It's always amazing to go back to your old passions 💜

Awww! Thank you 😊 The meds I took weren't for mental illness. It was for something completely different, I can't really discuss it here! They turned me into a monster 😞 If you think the meds are making you feel worse, it would be best if you came off them. I know that fear. I really do! Maybe you can try discussing it with a good doctor, who are there to make you better, to help ease those horrible withdrawal symptoms for you

Awww 😞 So sorry to hear they were doing that to you too. Yes, most doctors seem to profit off us being sick. It's not right! They truly do want a patient forever 😞 They are in complete denial if they say they aren't.

I'm not trying to trigger anyone but I feel great! I've recently stopped taking this medication; that I started at a young age, in 2016. I started wondering last year if these meds were playing with my emotions. They were also causing other horrific side effects like high blood pressure, which the Doctors kept denying. All for money 😞 I kept brushing it off because I was afraid of the withdrawal symptoms. I prolonged the use until, last week, I had enough. Since coming off these meds, I feel less irritable, anxious, depressed, etc. My mind is clearer, stronger and more focused! My blood pressure is back to normal as well. Why didn't I do this sooner? 💜

So sorry 😞 I know that feeling all too well

Just letting you guys know that I am getting help 😊 It's going to be a long road of ups and downs but I will eventually see light in the tunnel 🌞 It's going to be worth it 💜

It's nice to see you again, too JD 😊 I hope you're doing well and I'm feeling a bit better now

I'm so useless at starting conversations... No wonder I don't have any friends 😞 👍

Thanks @Devlinkyla @Tears_Always @Depressedgurl007 and everyone for those kind words ❤️

I feel so lonely and upset 💔

I need somebody to talk to everyday and not judge... I need a friend 😢

I feel judged, as always

Thanks for the support guys ❤️ You are like a family to me Yes, group therapy doesn't seem like a good idea at all... First of all, my anxiety wouldn't let me go and secondly, I had no clue that they let the more extroverted ones speak the most! That's unfair... They should let everyone talk as much as they want, or can! That doesn't help the anxious people looking for help! If anything, it would belittle them 💔

I just want to end it all (I can't have therapy at the moment because only group therapies are available... My anxiety won't let me participate in that of course)