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    ~Huge crush I can't have </3
    ~Pop/dance/trance music
    ~Writing stories about mental illness, romance and addiction
    ~80's/mid-2000's Madonna
    ~Britney Spears
    ~Marilyn Monroe
    ~Whitney Houston
    ~Goth/emo fashion (even though I don't wear it)
    ~Cute fashion (which I wear)
    ~Colours pink and black, which describes my mood
    ~Sweet foods
    ~Quotes to inspire me/or make me feel I'm not alone
    ~Helping people

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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    God (or the universe) is really busy writing the perfect future for us all! That's why it's taking so long... It's because we are special and our futures need long, unique planning! Hold on my dears... It'll come when you least expect it... Love you all!
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    Aww hun... So glad you don't have horrible nightmares anymore! What do you think causes these nightmares?? Do you think it goes away with age? Hope so... To be honest, I think my dreadful anxiety causes mine... Last night, I was calm so I didn't get sleep paralysis... Hope you're okay hun!
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    @Aki Sky Thanks for all the advice, dear... It's comforting to know that you aren't alone... The story about the girl you loved was heartbreaking... Delete her FB, phone number, any contact you have... Any picture, recording etc you have from her... She doesn't deserve to be your life! Her loss... She could've at least said "goodbye" to you as a friend... You were sweet and respected she was in a relationship... But she STILL just cut you off like you were nothing!!!! Dear, you are way better than her... She's below you... I'll PM you quotes that inspire me about hurtful people, okay? I sent my crush a FB hug (okay that is a little touchy) because he's going through some depression and he didn't thank me or anything... It hurts but ar least he knows somebody (besides his girlfriend) cares... He sat next to me in the corridor the day after though... Aki Sky, dear, the high was outstanding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yep, single life for ya! MLP is cute and sweet!!! It's okay that you like it... It fun!!! Oh... People actually compare my personality to Pinkie Pie AND Fluttershy... I thought that was an insult, because most guys don't like sweet and shy girls... Thanks for uplifting my soul!
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    I'm trying to stop being desperate... I hate it admit that I am... I like to see myself as independent, not desperate!!!! Shame, that's what I am at the moment... I am working on it, though! Seeing others (especially your friends) engaged or getting married/having kids makes you more desperate... Well, I admit, I wouldn't just settle for ANYONE but I'm too obsessed with this one taken crush!!! I'm SO curious to discover what a relationship is like!!!! *sigh* it must be Heaven on Earth BUT today I have been distracting myself by things I love... I'm gonna distract myself as much as possible until my first King comes along! I am tons calmer today, though... I'm not looking at my friends' FB pages or ANY couple... It would trigger me to obsess over my crush again...
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    You too??? Oh dear, that's terrible... I'm also frightened to go to sleep over these terrors... The meds helped get rid of them; but since I've ran out, they're back... It IS very crippling! Looks like you have a very busy week... So sorry to hear that *hugs* Depression makes you lose interest in many things; that's very common... It IS exhausting; especially when you are trying to force yourself to see the fun side in things, when it seems like there's none... It's awful! I was actually feeling like that right now... Why are you dreading your birthday? Is it because of family gatherings or stuff like that? That is very stressful, I agree... What is happening at work? Work/college is very stressful on their own... Hope you can find a good therapist very soon! They are very helpful at making you understand yourself better and untangle your thoughts... Wishing you happiness, love and peace... WARM HUGS!!!
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    Thanks hun... I looked into the DBT radical acceptance and it gives good advice!!! It's worth practising... *hugs you back*
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    Just woke up from a nightmare while soaked in sweat... Gross, right? It's nothing new, I suffer from nightmares and sweating heavily (caused by the nightmare) a LOT! Wish it would go away...
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    @Aki Sky Oh yes and not only that... Most of my friends are engaged or having kids!!!!!!!!!! I'm sat here, STILL haven't had my hand held... I'm gonna have a breakdown, I swear... The craving for someone to love me back and hold me is overwhelming *I wanna rip all my hair out and chop my limbs off... Nobody would like me anyway w-t-f* IF MY CRUSH GETS ENGAGED, I SWEAR I'D GO MENTAL!!!!!!!! THAT'S MY BIGGEST FEAR, IS HIM BECOMING ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't calm down... It hurts, burns and destroys... Please help?
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    Sorry to change the subject completely but... Your profile picture is adorable!!!!!!!! Pinkie Pie!!! Everything you said is true by the way... I JUST wish my crush can break up with his girlfriend and give me the love I deserve... His girlfriend is cheating on him... But since he's SO forgiving and sweet, they're still together! UGH!!!!!! *screams* I wish love didn't f--king exist!!!! IT'S THE MOST PAINFUL EMOTION EVER!!!!!!!! Then again, that high when my crush sat next to me yesterday, was the happiest I've EVER been... I need that feeling back ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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    LOL This girl said I look like a fairy... She also said I have smouldering eyes... She must be lying... I'm kinda ugly
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    I hope I find somebody soon... My current crush is chickening me...
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    Aww sober4life!!! You are a very sweet and loving person yourself! You help so many in this forum (myself included!) I hope I find someone... I've almost lost hope on love... Though I had such a HUGE rush of love today... It felt like a drug, I swear... I was the highest I've EVER been... It felt as good, or even better than drinking... I was giggling a LOT over nothing, my heart raced, all I wanted to do was run around in circles... Life was perfect for an hour... I couldn't focus on anything... Woah... All that is because he sat next to me... YES... That's it! Shame he's taken I had the BIGGEST urge to hug him!!!! It felt SO right, but I didn't, of course... I swear... I want that weird rush back... I've never felt anything so strong and sudden in my life... A lot of my crushes sat next to me before and didn't care...
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    It's SO hard to find one person too! They are either taken, don't like me back, gay (lol) or too young/too old!!! WHY??? It makes us stronger all right... Hang in there, dear...
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    @Natasha1 Awwwww thanks sweetie... That's really nice!!!
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    Thanks hun... I feel loads better and have so much hope... So sorry that you and your friends went through the same pain... *hugs*