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Very high anxiety so sick and tired of winter I have drove on icy roads snow cover roads and never have had the problems as I have this year earlier this year driving a car I have not drove yet in winter I had some scares turns out the front and back and Alignment we're out it's now fixed but I am in tears anytime I have to go to work if I can't see the road is perfectly dry I am going so slow I wish I could get my confidence back I know how to drive everybody says it will get better and I'll get back I'm starting to think not which then makes things anxiety and depression even worse sorry for the long post just don't know where I can go to let this all out

High anxiety so ready for winter to be over and for the next two months to be over with at work Lots going on right now

Having anxiety about anything and everything from what this world is becoming to to work to what might be happening next summer trying to take one day at a time and trying not to take things so personally at work and like today we have a special event happening at work and I always work a shift and a half or so but now with the new boss doing the schedule I work the second shift so me sitting here is driving me nuts patiently waiting to go to work I keep telling myself because I am so good at my job they need me I know what I'm doing and we are short-handed at work plus winter is coming and it's not helping one bit with being so dark and cold just a lot going on sorry for this being so long just need to get it out and I'm sorry if I post something in the wrong place or if I'm replying to somebody else's and it has nothing to do with it I feel like my memory is also leaving me at times and it scares me

My anxiety is through the roof I know I'm overreacting but I can't help it I usually work 10:00 to 7:00 every other Friday and now new management is saying I have to work noon to 8:00 to closing I'm in bed at 7:30 at times especially during the winter then the next day I have to be at work at 8:00 I can't say nothing because then I'm a crybaby and it could be worse I could be working till 8:00 every week sorry for making this long I have a Ben a member of the site for many many years just not on here much when I am you know I'm really struggling sometimes I just need to get on here and realize I'm not alone

I don't know where to post this or anything and it's been a long time since I've been on here I have very high anxiety and depression I work retail and yesterday a customer came up to me and said there is a man laying in the aisle I found an 80 year old coworker laying in the aisle and he had no color at all he looked Gray I panicked I called for my manager I couldn't stay by him but I knew I had to I just wanted to run and hide and get away all I could say was beekeeping and not very many people know where that is at instead I should have been saying mouse traps my manager after some confusion my manager found me she told me to call 911 why did I not call 911 right away I had my cell phone on me I called 911 and waited for the ambulance they got there I told him the situation and told him to follow me a cop was already in the store and they looked at the cop where do we go and he was going a different direction than what I would have so I showed them where to go and they found them bosses and loss prevention said I did the right thing but I felt like I screwed up the guy is okay he even came back into the store later to get his things and the doctors can't find nothing wrong with him but the point is I feel like I froze I couldn't look at him I couldn't do anything just wanted to run and hide I still want to cry

Wishing the ringing in my ears would just go away once and for all it seems to be getting

I took the dog to the dog groomers for haircut today and pull Nails out of a bunch of boards we are remodeling our house and are recycling everything

I am trying to control my anxiety and depression today got into trouble at work yesterday over something so stupid that I got overexcited and ran my mouth and got into trouble and I am beating myself up I hope my boss has dropped it for good and don't let anybody else know but he has a big mouth also he said he had to talk to me so I don't get into bigger trouble

My wonderful husband

My dog

I did training for work and got 60% off of cowboy boots I told my husband at least I didn't buy more Montana silversmith jewelry that was on sale 2xs at my work place

Worried High Anxiety

Woke up this morning to find a message from my daughter and turns out she was awake and we had a great conversation I was finally feeling relaxed and was going to have a good day my husband left to run some errands and when he came home he said my mom had called and said we are Uninvited to Christmas because we were at a funeral and we had gone out to eat I was very upset mad cried everything else it was the one thing I was looking forward to when I had finally calm down my husband told me that my mom also said my cousin had committed suicide we had just buried his mom in October his dad had passed several years ago and his oldest brother was killed in a car crash over 20 years ago I would have never guessed that he out of all people would do that leaves behind a wife and one brother that lives in China

Thank you

I have been having chest pains for the last 2 weeks due to high anxiety been doing everything I think of to calm it down and now my kid who has mental issues has no job no money and lives far away from me and do not want to live at home is getting kicked out of her boyfriend's house there's nothing I can do I am feeling so hopeless and there's nothing I can do for her it's her life she chose it it just hurts so bad