Hi, thank you for replying. I have considered taking a break so many times before. But taking a break means taking a risk. If I will choose to take it, I will surly find myself doing nothing. We are nearly at the end of the semester, nearly at the end of my second year, but with some very big and unfinished projects- this keeps me busy but stressed out, and where there's no stress there's emptiness and seclusion. Eventually, you become used to being lonely, still, it has been awhile since it felt so stiff and hard. The thought of doing nothing is making me feel even lonelier then I am now. It influence my way of thinking, which is a mess at the moment. Film making is still a very charming, attractive place to be. To me, it has since childhood. But something inside me is breaking. That's what's hurting me the most. All I wish to have right now is a hug.