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DarkRain last won the day on May 2 2013

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    Lord of the Rings
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    marine biology
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    Kingdom Hearts
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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    Had a meltdown today. Went to buy a couple giftcards with the change I saved up, but the machine wouldn't read the change I put in and it came up five dollars short. Of course my mom was standing right by my elbow and had to call over one of the clerks who then called over another clerk and it ended up with her yapping a mile a minute with three people at my elbow all talking at once when I just want my giftcards and to get out of there. I can't stand having people that close to me. One is bad enough but three is a nightmare then they all start talking and I have a sensory overload and a meltdown. I hate her. She should know I can't handle stuff like this. She should know she's just making things worse. Every time I say something she just says 'don't get mad at me', 'don't be so nasty' She's so nosy and a control freak. I'm turning twenty-seven next month she needs to f-off and stop holding my hand like I'm a five year old baby who can't do anything.
  2. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    I'm so tired. Everything is so exhausting. Please leave me alone.
  3. How Do You Feel Today? #32

    Tired. Everyday problems are such a huge task for me to get through. They wear me out. When does it get better?
  4. Random Thoughts 2

    People can be so nasty over petty things. Like...please go outside and pet a puppy, take a deep breath, and stop attacking people over things that don't matter in the end. These kind of people in fandoms make me go 'yikes'!
  5. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Pretty good all things considered. I took an extra long shower to get the tangles out of my super long hair. I'd been putting it off for a while and finally decided to tackle it. Brushed all my hair out and everything, major accomplishment of the day.
  6. What Really Bugs You (7)

    Helicopter parents.
  7. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Furious. Parenting tip: If you can't let your 26 yo kid cook their own damn grilled cheese sandwich you have a problem. A very big problem. I do not need a helicopter parent standing at my elbow eating chips watching me like a hawk for the instant I make a mistake so they can swoop in and take my cooking away from me because apparently I'm making a mistake and burning the food (hint: I wasn't). This is why I don't cook despite loving to. I can't put up with a helicopter mom who is lying in wait every second, waiting for the instant she can pounce and shove me aside. You have to let people make mistakes. You have to. If you don't make mistakes you won't learn anything, in addition it takes away any sense of freedom, responsibility, and autonomy.
  8. What's On Your Mind Right Now?

    There is nothing more irritating and stressful than vacuums and the fact that my mother does not seem to realize that it is extremely stressful for me and instead thinks my dislike of it is something funny or cute and tells me to use the vacuum myself for once. I can't even tolerate other people using it what makes you think I'm capable using it! And of course when I'm out of the house she can't bother to spare me the stress and vacuum while I'm away, of course you have to use it right there in the room right in front of my face and drive my stress levels through the roof and think it's a joke. Thanks mom. Isn't being autistic fun?
  9. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Feeling numb. Cried a little which was nice. But now I'm back to not feeling anything. I haven't done anything I want to do. No drawing, reading, or writing. I'm not even interested in investing myself in a video game.
  10. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Was doing okay to start with this morning, then I crashed and haven't stopped crying since lunch.
  11. Random Thoughts 2

    People only like you, think you're cute, praise you, want to help you, and give you things when you're young. Once you start getting old you're no longer of any interest or value.
  12. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Feeling insecure about my weight. Even though I'm not in any way fat.
  13. What Are You Listening To Right Now?

    History Maker-Yuri on Ice
  14. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" (4)

    Numb. I haven't been able to feel much anything other than irritation. Don't feel happy or excited about anything, and I can't seem to cry either. I feel like a good cry would help but nothing's coming out.
  15. What Really Bugs You (7)

    Being shut down when I try to talk about something that excites me.