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  1. Sunshower - Chris Cornell This song helps me with my depression and anxiety. But also makes me sad. Such a terrible loss. "Sunshower" Dark as roses, fine as sand Feel your healing and your sting again I hear you laughing and my soul is saved On forgotten graves you cry Crawl like ivy up my spine Through my nerves and into my eyes Cuts like anguish Or recollections of better days gone by But its all right When you're caught in pain And you feel the rain come down Its all right When you find your way Then you see it disappear Its all right Though your gardens grey I know all your graces Someday will flower In the sweet sunshower Eyes like oceans so far away A feather trail to a better way Worried mornings turn into days Then into worried nights But its all right When you're all in pain And you feel the rain come down Oh its all right When you find your way Then you see it disappear Oh its all right Though your gardens gray I know all your graces Someday will flower Oh in the sweet sunshower Oh in the sweet sunshower In the sweet sunshower I know all your graces Someday will flower In the sweet sunshower And its all right All you'll be you are today Are today Its all right All you'll be you are today Are today.........
  2. To my friend of 23 years .... now ex-friend: I wish you could realize how helping you screwed up my life. I have lost myself, my sanity and my happiness because of you and your problems. You are a narcissist and totally full of yourself. You chose your abusive husband who is in prison over a loving family. EVEN AFTER HE DID WHAT HE DID TO YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER!!! You took advantage of my kindness and help. You wrote very unkind words about me ..... one of the few people that would even speak to you or offer help of any kind. I don't know what happened to you. But you are not the friend that I had years ago. Keep treating people like you do ...... and you will be totally alone, if you aren't already. The only good that has come from this ..... I stand up for myself and don't let anyone walk all over me anymore. Maybe that was the purpose of the whole mess. I needed to get that out! It's been a while since I mentioned any of this to my family. I know they were tired of hearing about it. Be careful who you trust.
  3. I have depression issues during the winter. I live in Texas, so I like the cooler temps. But the gloomy days get to me sometimes. And I hate holidays, so that makes it even worse. I start hating the thought of Christmas in October. I always feel like running away about a week before Christmas. I'm sorry you will be alone. The only advice I can give is to try to stay in touch with anyone that you can via phone, during that time. And try to stay busy. I know it's difficult to get involved in any activity when you're depressed. I force myself to do it. I wish you luck with it all.
  4. I've felt this way for years. I just exist, most of the time. I think it would get better, if I could deal with a very stressful thing in my life. With my severe depression and anxiety, it's difficult to deal with things that need to be done. So, I just keep going in the same circle. Almost everything just sits on a long list. And I can't make myself care about any of it. I try to remember what it felt like to look forward to something or be happy about anything. I don't know that feeling anymore. I just exist for a few family members and my animals. Going to see a psychiatrist soon and get back on the meds. I have to do something. If this is my life. It's really not worth living. I hope you can find something that will help you. Hang in there.
  5. I'm sorry about your Mom. I lost my Mom when I was about your age. She was my best friend and I still miss her very much. I had a brother, but he killed himself two years before my Mom died, so I understand the feeling of having no siblings to lean on. I worry about my Dad, too. It's hard to think of losing him. Grief is a difficult road. And you are right .... one day at a time is all you can do. Take care of yourself.
  6. Happy Birthday! I hope you are doing well and have a great day! :)

  7. I hope you had a fantastic day :)

  8. Thank you for the Happy Birthday wish.

    Take care. :)

  9. Happy Birthday :)

  10. I'm in Texas. I've lived here all my life. I hate the cold, so I like it here. I didn't care for the hurricane that blew through here in September, but we did okay.
  11. This might work for someone that is not an addict. A true porn addict .... most of them prefer their hand to a real person. Porn and ************* do not require intimacy. Porn addiction has nothing to do with how attractive a mate is. It is an addiction, just like drugs and alcohol. And it can be more difficult to overcome than a drug addiction. I have seen it happen right in front of me. I watched a normal, happy man turn into an obsessed, suicidal, non-feeling person.
  12. Hi ltb, It sounds like your husband definitely has a porn addiction. I separated from my husband about eight months ago because of his porn addiction. I have been reading about it for almost three years and have learned a lot. There is a porn addiction online support forum that has been really helpful to me. I never knew that someone could be addicted to porn. My ex has such a serious addiction, that he gave up his marriage, his home and his family. I tried for two years to help him and tried to get him to seek therapy. He refused, so I had no choice but to leave the marriage. I'm sorry you are dealing with this. My experience with it has been pure hell. I will never live like that again. Carol
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