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Chris B

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  1. Hello. Who are you?

    Thanks for wishing me happy birthday a year ago. Heh, sorry. :)

  2. I hope you had a fantastic day :)

  3. Well, you're likely older by now, but the thing that caught my eye about your post is that I'm 29 and we have the same name. I've also never been in a relationship and really don't think I'm handsome either. The loneliness I feel has been getting more and more intense lately. I'm 29 years old and have no idea what it feels like to be sexually desirable to anyone and it makes me feel dead on the inside and invisible on the outside. Truly like a ghost. Like people, especially women, see right through me like I'm not there. I'd love to hear the story where it all finally turned around for you for the better.
  4. Happy Birthday :)

  5. Thank you. I have a lot more to say but I can't seem to put them together.
  6. Introduce myself? My name is Christopher. I am a 26 year old loser who is still a virgin, weighs 400+ pounds and lives in his mother's basement... and for the record I fit "that stereotype" purely coincidentally--I can only dream I were making it up. I'm basically broke and have no "real" job. I am a self-taught "self-employed" computer technician who is horribly underpaid for the things I do for people. I have only a highschool diploma as a student who was average among average. I didn't make a single friend in highschool... though I admit my school's very small size (~300+ students) may have, in a minor way, contributed to this. I've never walked across the stage in my cap and gown. Never went to the Prom. I don't have a driver's license nor am I a registered voter. Never been in a fight. Never been on a date. Never been in love or know what it feels like to be desired. Think of the most dreary pessimistic guy you can. I am the guy HE never ever wants to be like. My entire outlook on myself and life is very negative because of these reasons and many many more. I find little reason to continue living so I think of suicide almost daily. I am convinced that it's only a matter of time as far as that goes. I came across this place while searching for a way to **** myself. I had tried twice before and failed. I registered firstly because I want to see how other people who are having similar problems as myself cope with this... and also I thought I may be able to relive the period in time when I attended a "partial program". A time where I actually felt people understood what I describe to them when I talk about what I'm going through. That perhaps here I can at least find something that will convince me that my existence really isn't a mistake.
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