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Lorax

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    Lorax got a reaction from nojoy in *Favorite Quotes* 8-]]   
    “Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.” 
    - Carl Jung
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    Lorax got a reaction from Epictetus in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from ladysmurf in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from JD4010 in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from juno_writes in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from Charlee in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from duck in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from user1492 in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from Nightjar in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax got a reaction from Depressedgurl007 in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    So much pain and guilt. 
    No one to lean on for support. 
    No one to lend me strength. 
    Nobody should be this alone. 
    I'm so tired. 
     
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    Lorax reacted to ladysmurf in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    a little lonely, not much to do, and bored..
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    Lorax got a reaction from juno_writes in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm sorry you're going through this, I am the same way. I miss having someone that I am close with but how can you be close to someone when you are unable to share your thoughts and feelings that are always there, the things that never go away and are the cause of why I am this way. I don't even understand myself, how could I ever expect someone else to understand me. 
    I don't know how old you are or how long you have been dealing with the issues you are having, but don't be like me. I never was able to find help and finally just gave up, it was the only way I could go on. It feels like once this happens there's no going back. Believe me, I know how hard it is... but please try and help yourself. Try and find someone you trust and ask for help. Sometimes  you just need that one person who is on your side, one person who believes in you to give you a little bit of strength. Try not to be too hard on yourself and enjoy the small victories. 
    I am sitting here debating with myself if I should even hit the post button. Even here, where I know others are having such difficult times, it's hard to talk about these things or if I am even making any sense. I don't know... Sorry for the rambling, my intention is good, the execution not so much. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from JD4010 in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm sorry you're going through this, I am the same way. I miss having someone that I am close with but how can you be close to someone when you are unable to share your thoughts and feelings that are always there, the things that never go away and are the cause of why I am this way. I don't even understand myself, how could I ever expect someone else to understand me. 
    I don't know how old you are or how long you have been dealing with the issues you are having, but don't be like me. I never was able to find help and finally just gave up, it was the only way I could go on. It feels like once this happens there's no going back. Believe me, I know how hard it is... but please try and help yourself. Try and find someone you trust and ask for help. Sometimes  you just need that one person who is on your side, one person who believes in you to give you a little bit of strength. Try not to be too hard on yourself and enjoy the small victories. 
    I am sitting here debating with myself if I should even hit the post button. Even here, where I know others are having such difficult times, it's hard to talk about these things or if I am even making any sense. I don't know... Sorry for the rambling, my intention is good, the execution not so much. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from duck in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm sorry you're going through this, I am the same way. I miss having someone that I am close with but how can you be close to someone when you are unable to share your thoughts and feelings that are always there, the things that never go away and are the cause of why I am this way. I don't even understand myself, how could I ever expect someone else to understand me. 
    I don't know how old you are or how long you have been dealing with the issues you are having, but don't be like me. I never was able to find help and finally just gave up, it was the only way I could go on. It feels like once this happens there's no going back. Believe me, I know how hard it is... but please try and help yourself. Try and find someone you trust and ask for help. Sometimes  you just need that one person who is on your side, one person who believes in you to give you a little bit of strength. Try not to be too hard on yourself and enjoy the small victories. 
    I am sitting here debating with myself if I should even hit the post button. Even here, where I know others are having such difficult times, it's hard to talk about these things or if I am even making any sense. I don't know... Sorry for the rambling, my intention is good, the execution not so much. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from Charlee in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm sorry you're going through this, I am the same way. I miss having someone that I am close with but how can you be close to someone when you are unable to share your thoughts and feelings that are always there, the things that never go away and are the cause of why I am this way. I don't even understand myself, how could I ever expect someone else to understand me. 
    I don't know how old you are or how long you have been dealing with the issues you are having, but don't be like me. I never was able to find help and finally just gave up, it was the only way I could go on. It feels like once this happens there's no going back. Believe me, I know how hard it is... but please try and help yourself. Try and find someone you trust and ask for help. Sometimes  you just need that one person who is on your side, one person who believes in you to give you a little bit of strength. Try not to be too hard on yourself and enjoy the small victories. 
    I am sitting here debating with myself if I should even hit the post button. Even here, where I know others are having such difficult times, it's hard to talk about these things or if I am even making any sense. I don't know... Sorry for the rambling, my intention is good, the execution not so much. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from Epictetus in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm sorry you're going through this, I am the same way. I miss having someone that I am close with but how can you be close to someone when you are unable to share your thoughts and feelings that are always there, the things that never go away and are the cause of why I am this way. I don't even understand myself, how could I ever expect someone else to understand me. 
    I don't know how old you are or how long you have been dealing with the issues you are having, but don't be like me. I never was able to find help and finally just gave up, it was the only way I could go on. It feels like once this happens there's no going back. Believe me, I know how hard it is... but please try and help yourself. Try and find someone you trust and ask for help. Sometimes  you just need that one person who is on your side, one person who believes in you to give you a little bit of strength. Try not to be too hard on yourself and enjoy the small victories. 
    I am sitting here debating with myself if I should even hit the post button. Even here, where I know others are having such difficult times, it's hard to talk about these things or if I am even making any sense. I don't know... Sorry for the rambling, my intention is good, the execution not so much. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from Nightjar in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm sorry you're going through this, I am the same way. I miss having someone that I am close with but how can you be close to someone when you are unable to share your thoughts and feelings that are always there, the things that never go away and are the cause of why I am this way. I don't even understand myself, how could I ever expect someone else to understand me. 
    I don't know how old you are or how long you have been dealing with the issues you are having, but don't be like me. I never was able to find help and finally just gave up, it was the only way I could go on. It feels like once this happens there's no going back. Believe me, I know how hard it is... but please try and help yourself. Try and find someone you trust and ask for help. Sometimes  you just need that one person who is on your side, one person who believes in you to give you a little bit of strength. Try not to be too hard on yourself and enjoy the small victories. 
    I am sitting here debating with myself if I should even hit the post button. Even here, where I know others are having such difficult times, it's hard to talk about these things or if I am even making any sense. I don't know... Sorry for the rambling, my intention is good, the execution not so much. 
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    Lorax reacted to Charlee in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    ive been quiet lately because I haven't had the energy to share, one of my friends actually came up for a visit and stayed a night with me and it was so nice to not be alone for a night, to have someone to talk to, to feel like i'm not alone. Ive been dealing with that reality lately, feeling absolutely alone and that I have no one to truely talk to about all the nightmares going on in my head. It's a real struggle, being so lonely and so paralysingly depressed and anxious at the same time. 
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    Lorax reacted to Charlee in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    YES the stigma is real but I'm also contributing to it because I am too scared to tell anyone what living in my head is like and I keep myself locked away because I cant deal with anything and i'm too scared to make friends because im too scared to be venerable and intimate with anyone, that trust factor is a necessary part of surviving in this world and making human connections but ...... its just too difficult and I fully get what you're saying here. I fully mask up to everyone except my cat. Even my closest friends (I do actually have two but they don't live in my city) who know a lot but don't know everything because its too frightful to share. I have to keep reminding myself that we all have baggage, we all make mistakes and were all just trying to figure out this world, but its hard, its really hard. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from Epictetus in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm in the same part of the country, definitely not supposed to be like this here. I'm going into work tomorrow even though it's my day off because I don't have AC at home. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from Charlee in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I function almost like a normal person when I am working. It's the days I don't work is when I'm really reminded how not normal I really am. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from Nightjar in How Is Your Weather Today? #20   
    112° today, the highest temperature ever recorded where I live, and going to be even hotter tomorrow. It's 86 now at 1:30 am and no AC. It's not supposed to be like this in the pacific northwest. 
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    Lorax got a reaction from Nightjar in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    I'm in the same part of the country, definitely not supposed to be like this here. I'm going into work tomorrow even though it's my day off because I don't have AC at home. 
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    Lorax reacted to cherryapplez2020 in How do You Feel Right Now? #12   
    Feeling miserable it got up to 115 ish here today in the lovely state of Oregon 😑
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    Lorax reacted to lisaann in New Members Please Read   
    I'm new here and never signed up to talk about my depression. I am 46 years old and have been depressed most of my life. I feel like my depression isn't getting any better and thought it would be a good idea to talk about it. Thanks
     
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