HeatherG
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Hertz, I hope you're alright?
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Hello Heather, thank you for wanting to know how I'm doing 💜. I'm doing so so currently. I'm back on meds after almost 2 years off them. Depression and anxiety were starting to make me not functional. I had to go on medical leave from work. Things started great but unfortunatly side effects have caught up with me, Dealing with lots of tiredness. Trying to figure out the right dosage and med combination. Anxiety has dropped significantly at least. How are you doing?
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Take my nephew to see Avengers End Game
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drop a couple curse words. right there. that's how i feel right now.
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I'm thrilled to hear it's worked for you. Love hearing someone's having a good day or normal day. I was wondering how long were you on prozac before you began feeling better? Take care.
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I want to lie on a boat and be carried by the current like boromir.
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Okay the frustration in trying to post back to someone. Site keeps knocking me out..
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is it just me, cause I can't do DMs-- system keeps knocking me out and then I can't log back in? I have to wait a while. Like, what's going on?
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Hi Heather. So Glad so have you show up in my notices! Haven't seen you much - then again, I'm not on as much as I used to be. DM issues? - not even sure what the means LOL. I am old. Does this mean you can't post on the Forum?
I sure hope you, and you're nephew, are well - other than this bit of technological frustration!
Brian
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What do you miss from your childhood?
HeatherG replied to MaepleSyrup's topic in The DF Water Cooler
It was a quiet lovely small Southern city, white magnolia trees, wonderful corner markets, could sleep with your backdoor open. At night these amazing fireflies lit up our neighborhood, and huge butterflies in the morning greeted us-- everything shut down at 6 pm and we would actually lay in the middle of the street and talk about our dreams. We could dream back then. We were safe. Music had substance, and what you watched was clean and family oriented. There was a pear tree up the street and a cherry tree two houses away. Yep, I believed in magic (okay I still believe in magic).. -
I had this obsessive thought that was making me wonder about living or dying. I joined, and it wasn't the greatest at that time because no one really responded. IDK. Anyway, in time a few people did and then more, and now, I have manageable obsessive thoughts. I stay on here because in my family, there is no love or kindness. No friends. I keep myself isolated because I can't deal with reality, well I do but it's so painful. Add in chronic shyness, depression, low self-esteem, and, that everyone I meet will be like my toxic family who will hurt or harm me--I log in here and keep logging in.
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To I Should Die, Honey, I live in fantasy land, it's the way I hold on. You've got a couple comments about women, and I'm not going to defend them. You maybe right, but me being a female I tend to defend or correct people on their descriptions of women. Look, I get it, I truly do. I'm a dreamer, in my dark world, I have to dream. To admit what's really going on, might destroy me. So, I dream, I dream away. "Female nature still searches for the best males"? Um, okay, but not all women? Just like I would hope all men aren't looking for hot chicks, right? Not all, maybe many. I'm not looking for love, that' never been my aim or destination. I just want someone, a friend, to be kind to me. So, I keep dreaming. I like dreaming. I hope you find a way to hold on too...
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How do I feel right now? Well, got sick around middle of Nov '18, misdiagnosed and had a job interview that I didn't want but needed--thought they'd never hire me (5 background chks and 25 pages to sign...geez), and feared if they did hire me I'm going in with symptoms of bronchitis and a sinus infection. I got hired. Nice money but it's a job I hate doing. I'm still sick and going into work is ripping my soul out. But whatever, I'm so sick and super grumpy. Not apologizing anymore for speaking my mind and feeling how I feel ( I use to do that w/fam)..
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I would consider a chocolate bar ($10? That's a BIG bar!) and having a friend who thought of me on Christmas as great meaningful gifts. #MyHumbleOpinion
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Hey honey. I'll stay in delusion sweetie because I feel horrible on the inside and out--but in my imaginations and dreams, somebody loves me and I hang onto that. Or, somebody will love me one day, dang maybe I will love and find myself acceptable--I don't know. Honey I completely understand what you're saying and even agree. But in some moments I try to imagine that I win, one win, someone finds me acceptable, likable... I can dream about it. I dream A LOT. My tales of self-confidence? Honey they're my dreams, it's all I got.. And I'm not debating, I reluctantly agree with you..
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Lord Jesus, Holy Father, Holy Spirit, I am Amazed.
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Therapy saved my life. And I'm going to go back. If you find the right one she/he's worth it. Make sure you feel that strong bond, that you're not just another client to them. I wish you the best. Did I feel nervous? Yes, first time it is nerve wracking. But once you get settled in, and you feel so comfy with them, you'll open up and then begin to learn so much about yourself.
