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    Elvis Presley, Sam Cooke, Led Zeppelin, GNR and Green Day. Nephew (he's a great kid). Writing, reading.

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  1. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    Thanks Brian, I appreciate your hugs -- hugs back
  2. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    I woke up after 3 pm, I feel like such a loser. And I'm still tired. This is NOT how the New Year is supposed to be. I see my psychologist tomorrow, and how much patience I need for me to stay in therapy with her because I have a book load list of problems. Yeah I just want to see her and get my obsessive thoughts under control, then the sleep problems, then the situation where me (childless) is raising my nephew -- I feel SO sorry my nephew is in my loser family and has to rely on me, gosh I feel for this child.
  3. What would you like to buy

    I bought my nephew an Apple IPad. Now I'd like to own an Apple product, any Apple product!
  4. Hi Cassis Creme, What you've written connects with me. But I'd like to say first to not be so hard on yourself. And you're not weak. You're not weak. Right now, most of us have these COs for whatever reasons, but it doesn't make us (you) weak, alright? As far as the CSO, I can sort of identify because sometimes I'm super curious about my COs personal life/gf, they deny it but so many fans ship them and write fanfic about them. You write this feels harmful to you? But you also write that this gives you a warm safe feeling in this harsh world -- everything right there I connect with and completely understand. Thank you for posting, I hope to hear more about how you're dealing with these feelings. This is a safe place to share your thoughts and feelings. Take care!
  5. negative - I planned on writing/editing, but I did nothing productive or constructive, lazy The upside/positive - I spent time with nephew and laughed and laughed.
  6. What is your URGE?

    To be productive and constructive online, whether editing/writing or job searching. I waste time doing useless stuff and I hate myself for that.
  7. What would you like to buy

    expensive printer
  8. Sophie, Oh honey it definitely feels like love. If I even know what that is. I absolutely 100% agree with everything you are saying. It's a pain, the intensity is unyielding -- and my emptiness is unbelievable.
  9. For me, I can tell you what it isn't, it isn't love. I cannot tell you what it is. For me, something is very wrong and that's why I'm seeing a psychologist. My obsession is not healthy, because I don't want to obsess... for now I'm empty and I've filled myself up with obsessing...
  10. I can tell you what it isn't, it isn't love. I cannot tell you what it is. For me, something is very wrong and that's why I'm seeing a psychologist.
  11. @Honey1992 As you've told me, don't put too much pressure on yourself to not check, especially now. And don't feel too bad when or if you do. Yes (when you can) please give us an update on your dad. Take care sweetie.
  12. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    @salparadise6132 Well said Brian (one of your posts I read), (I think) we're all misfits here. I am an awkward, socially inept, weirdo (according to my family), and silly and childish and super immature sometimes! Not proud of some of these traits. A therapist said when the trauma hits can be where person is stuck mentally, mine was age 15. And again, I don't like it, at all -- but I am talking to a psychologist and working to grow up and try my best to be a (IRL) friend and allow and trust someone to be my friend. Hi @JD4010 Hi @sober4life. I'm so sorry you were treated this way in school. I know about that trauma. I hope everyone's weekend is going well. Everyone, take care. :)
  13. Home Remedies - I need your ideas!!

    What works for me is Echinacea, for me it seems to cut a cold in half, its says it's a natural herbal supplement that boosts the immune system so -- it seems to work for me. And what my doc says she takes (when a cold is hitting her) is Zicam, which I took recently and between that and the Echinacea, it cut the cold in half or stopped it from becoming severe.
  14. The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Topic (5)

    Thanks love, I'll try this.