HeatherG
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salparadise6132 reacted to a status update:
Thank you everybody for your kind words and warm wishes, and my comment regarding God
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Thank you everybody for your kind words and warm wishes, and my comment regarding God/Jesus calling me is -- faith has taken a beating. Just would like to know/feel that God loves me and He cares, ya know?
Everyone take care.
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JD4010 reacted to a status update:
My mom passed. Gonna be off site for awhile. If God/Jesus pick up when you call, can
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My mom passed. Gonna be off site for awhile. If God/Jesus pick up when you call, can you ask Them to call me.
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Hertz, I hope you're alright?
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Hello AnxietyGirl, thanks for the support. I have found a med combo and dosage that's helpful so I think the adjustment phase is over. It doesn't solve everything but at least I can function. I hope your latest adjustment will help.
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AnxietyGirl74 reacted to this
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Thank you. I think I need my lithium level upped because I feel the mania side of me coming out more than usual. I've called my psychiatrist's office and spoken with his receptionist about it but unfortunately I have to count on her to speak with him about it.
My OCD is a little worse with the Prozac being halted but he had said that the serotonin would be too high with the busier and prozac to with the prozac at 80 mg so I guess it's a give and take. In all my anxiety is much better. It's a good feeling.
I just hope that she gets with him about the lithium soon because the manic symptoms are really hard to fight and like I found some stuff I got today that I don't even remember ordering. Very frustrating.
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Take my nephew to see Avengers End Game
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drop a couple curse words. right there. that's how i feel right now.
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I'm thrilled to hear it's worked for you. Love hearing someone's having a good day or normal day. I was wondering how long were you on prozac before you began feeling better? Take care.
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HeatherG reacted to a status update:
I want to lie on a boat and be carried by the current like boromir.
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is it just me, cause I can't do DMs-- system keeps knocking me out and then I can't log back in? I have to wait a while. Like, what's going on?
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babyxgothxx reacted to this
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Hi Heather. So Glad so have you show up in my notices! Haven't seen you much - then again, I'm not on as much as I used to be. DM issues? - not even sure what the means LOL. I am old. Does this mean you can't post on the Forum?
I sure hope you, and you're nephew, are well - other than this bit of technological frustration!
Brian
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Rock Mafia - The Big Bang
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What do you miss from your childhood?
HeatherG replied to MaepleSyrup's topic in The DF Water Cooler
It was a quiet lovely small Southern city, white magnolia trees, wonderful corner markets, could sleep with your backdoor open. At night these amazing fireflies lit up our neighborhood, and huge butterflies in the morning greeted us-- everything shut down at 6 pm and we would actually lay in the middle of the street and talk about our dreams. We could dream back then. We were safe. Music had substance, and what you watched was clean and family oriented. There was a pear tree up the street and a cherry tree two houses away. Yep, I believed in magic (okay I still believe in magic).. -
I had this obsessive thought that was making me wonder about living or dying. I joined, and it wasn't the greatest at that time because no one really responded. IDK. Anyway, in time a few people did and then more, and now, I have manageable obsessive thoughts. I stay on here because in my family, there is no love or kindness. No friends. I keep myself isolated because I can't deal with reality, well I do but it's so painful. Add in chronic shyness, depression, low self-esteem, and, that everyone I meet will be like my toxic family who will hurt or harm me--I log in here and keep logging in.
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To I Should Die, Honey, I live in fantasy land, it's the way I hold on. You've got a couple comments about women, and I'm not going to defend them. You maybe right, but me being a female I tend to defend or correct people on their descriptions of women. Look, I get it, I truly do. I'm a dreamer, in my dark world, I have to dream. To admit what's really going on, might destroy me. So, I dream, I dream away. "Female nature still searches for the best males"? Um, okay, but not all women? Just like I would hope all men aren't looking for hot chicks, right? Not all, maybe many. I'm not looking for love, that' never been my aim or destination. I just want someone, a friend, to be kind to me. So, I keep dreaming. I like dreaming. I hope you find a way to hold on too...
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How do I feel right now? Well, got sick around middle of Nov '18, misdiagnosed and had a job interview that I didn't want but needed--thought they'd never hire me (5 background chks and 25 pages to sign...geez), and feared if they did hire me I'm going in with symptoms of bronchitis and a sinus infection. I got hired. Nice money but it's a job I hate doing. I'm still sick and going into work is ripping my soul out. But whatever, I'm so sick and super grumpy. Not apologizing anymore for speaking my mind and feeling how I feel ( I use to do that w/fam)..
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I would consider a chocolate bar ($10? That's a BIG bar!) and having a friend who thought of me on Christmas as great meaningful gifts. #MyHumbleOpinion
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Hey honey. I'll stay in delusion sweetie because I feel horrible on the inside and out--but in my imaginations and dreams, somebody loves me and I hang onto that. Or, somebody will love me one day, dang maybe I will love and find myself acceptable--I don't know. Honey I completely understand what you're saying and even agree. But in some moments I try to imagine that I win, one win, someone finds me acceptable, likable... I can dream about it. I dream A LOT. My tales of self-confidence? Honey they're my dreams, it's all I got.. And I'm not debating, I reluctantly agree with you..
