LifeDream777

I posted this on my blog. If you want the link, message me in private. Thanks! It's 10:35am. I missed the Walk for Wellness I was gonna go to. Now I'm not too sure what I'm going to do for the rest of the day. I'm not sure how to fix this discord I feel inside. All I want to do is cry. This isn't helping, much. It reminded me about my to-do list, which is good. Because with all that's all my mind I'd probably forget about that too. I wonder what she's doing. So busy, alone, she's gonna have a nervous breakdown. At least I still have one other appointment today that I can go to. I recreation group at the hospital. Not sure if I'm going to like it or not. But what else am I gonna do? Stay at home until I feel worse? I can't do this alone. So I have 2 hours until my appointment. I could watch a movie. But what movie?

Collateral Beauty. I cried like a baby. But the pain's still there.

I'm OK! Thanks though. I am receiving ODSP and there are soup kitchens, I just don't want to go.

I read a quote recently, it says "Comparisan is the theif of joy." I think this applies here. I always used to feel so down when I saw people posting group photos of their friends having fun, and I had none to post. That has all changed now, it seems, on Facebook. Funny how things change.

*thumbs up*

Of course everyone's different. I haven't. But you could google to see if that's a possible side-effect. I'm not sure. Usually drowsiness or dizziness are possible side-effects of medication.

What do you do? I'm having a pretty good day today, because I forced myself out of bed, and also eat breakfast. That helps. I don't have a plan for the rest of the day though. Probably looking for work. What do you do when you're having a good day?... to stay UP!

How does God show his love to you? For me, it's through music.

I think if we focus on the new, we can forget about the old. The old being "our depression." So what's new? For me, this is relatively new, posting on a forum, again. The other thing is that I'm seriously thinking of starting a record label, if I can. Just need the support, because I'm just one person. So far I've gotten the support of two major icons in the region on Twitter.

What do you think will help? Talk therapy? Just letting it pass? Medication? Diet / Exercise? Love? All of the above? Something esle?

You could always try enjoying the mess. Like when your room's a mess, you don't always have to clean it.

What do you do when nothing helps? Are we just supposed to live in misery? I can accept feeling depressed for no reason, but I can't accept feeling depressed even when there's music playing or when you're doing something that's supposed to bring you joy What do you do when nothing helps?

How do you go back to work after a loss of a job and having been unemployed for a long time? I'm quite enjoying my freedom right now. But most of the time I'm depressed. I just thought if I got a job I might feel better, having something to do with my days, but I don't think it will, not unless it's something I enjoy or if it's at least with people I enjoy working with. I got a job the other day but I turned it down again because it just didn't feel right. Sometimes it feels good after leaving an interview, and I never get the job. Other times, I get a job I don't really want. Seems to be the only job I can get. Any advice / thoughts / experiences would be helpful. Thanks!

nice!

I really like the new song "What Lovers Do" by Maroon 5. Going to listen to that now.