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  1. Zagor

    everything hurts bad

    Have you ever tried gabapentin?
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    Living without Sex

    First off there are people called asexuals who live without sex. But healthy people have sex for obvious reasons. Sick people who have such medical problem learn to live without it.
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    Fear of having **** making me frantic

    no, just warts which i eliminated. but there are many different types of HPV
  4. Yesterday all day I couldn't feel anything or love anyone. That emotional numbness. How can I be not to love my kid? My mother? At least the ability to cry came back
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    New Problems

    You said if anyone has similar illnesses to write them down. I said I could write a book. Doctors and pharmacy make more money when you treat symptoms rather than the cause. But in psychiatry it is hard to know what causes what. Stress causes fear and fear causes stress.
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    New Problems

    @ItsNeverEnough I hope you get better soon. Do you really want me to write all my illnesses lol? I think I could write a small book. BTW you aint middle aged. I would **** to be 30.
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    Emptiness to core

    I was diagnosed with the same diseases as you wrote plus severe and constant depersonalization since I was 12 some. So I started getting diagnosed in 1992. The depression was very severe for about last 7 months and it suddenly lifted about 2-3 weeks ago. I went 3 times to ER. The only medication I changed was dexedrine for adderall. Dexedrine works only couple of months for some people while minority gets lucky. Hap you might ask your doctor about it. The reason I am telling you this is because you are not alone and that there is hope.
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    Electroconvulsive Therapy

    My shrink wanted me to do it. I asked for ketamine. He said if ECT doesn't work I can go on ketamine because ketamine is not yet approved here. I refused and had to find another psychiatrist. @extendedrelease How is ketamine working for you aside from money. I have heard it's like cure for depression. @extendedrelease
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    Angry Spell

    huh I had those side effects too. Switching to Lexapro didn't help. I feel irritable as I type right now. I don't know what medication to try. I have been on effexor only longer than 2 weeks, all other meds I quit after couple of days. @Floor2017 Almost every AD, besides wellbutrin will make your little wiener useless
  10. Im on lexapro but I think it has more side effects than celexa such as irritability
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    having cat scan monday

    What do you mean it sounds scary Jesies mom? It does NOT. OP you are going skiing so it means you are physically fit. Headaches are very common. They will see what causes neck pain, if it shows. Brain Tumors are usually found randomly when doctors look for something else or when there are obvious symptoms. I have an abd. CT scan in 1 week and am also very worried. I had one in July last year and it showed some things that they say needs a scan repeat in 3 months but I couldn't do it before. I can only distract myself
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    Fear of having **** making me frantic

    I have HPV. My doctor told me 70% of young people have it. For women it is a little more dangerous.
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    Fear of having **** making me frantic

    How do you find a partner who is not into sex?
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    anxiety through the roof

    sober4life kudos for being so optimistic. sad in grand rapids you are not the only one who suffers and I hope that helps you. I am in hell too. My depression is trestment resistent. Maybe because I am taking some drug for pain and cannot get off of it and I think it makes me worse. I have depression and anxiety combo, ocd, some ptsd, depersonalization, phobias, physical symptoms that sometimes really are hard to take. I have some symptoms of depression and anxiety that I cannot even describe but are pretty mentally painful. I tried canabis but it made it 100 times worse. I have some brain damage and even though the doctor said chances are not big it could be multiple sclerosis. But whatever it is it might be contributing to my health. I also have fibermygia and pelvic chronic pain. There is more. I am on long term disability. I am also 39 years old. It is hard for me to leave the house and within the last several months everything got much much worse. However I hope that I will beat some of the major problems and be able to function normally. I surely won't give up. There was times when I was doing better, got married, did sports etc. I am relatively young and shouldn't give up. It is hard now. It will be hard tomorrow but after every storm the sun comes. We just have to beat it through the storms. My hardest problem will be to taper off this pain killer. I tried once and after one week I was hammered with an acure depression on top of my regular that I couldn't literally leave the bed for several days. My doctor reccomended that I go to hospital for about a month but whats good about it? I just heard horror stories although I don't believe them much. What is the point in being in a psych ward? I would do ECT but because of this brain damage I am too scared. I aam trully suffering 10/10. But I got hope.
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    May I have it too?