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  1. Depression lvl 9/10, struggling since days. I can barely do basic stuff... and the clock still ticking, and I'm getting delayed with stuff. I got to the point that I don't even want to ask for help from my closest friends, I'll just navigate this by myself.
  2. That's okay juno. I know what you mean, I do also involve reading all kind of crap sometimes, and I'm honest to myself enough to see that I'm just trying to create "a different feeling" than feeling sad and worthless. Sometimes I seek to get angry at something. It's better than crying sometimes, idk. What I can say, try not hitting yourself for doing that, it's normal to seek for "peace of mind", even if it means to get angry, sometimes that's all the peace we can get. I know it sucks... but the mind drives that way, is the only it can do sometimes to put us away of painful thoughts.
  3. Congrats onto that bellerose, at some points, these are really big achievements.
  4. Hi Sven. I don't use to decorate anything honestly, not even for Christmas. But that's me, maybe it helps in your case.
  5. That sounds great juno, I hope he gets better.
  6. Hi cherry, I've been with back pain for the last 7 days, feeling better now. I think it had to be with anxiety/stress. What I mean is... some body-hurts are due only because of that. I hope you feel better soon.
  7. Hi bellerose, I totally understand you.
  8. Thank you duck! Have to go for the next one on less than 3 weeks, but I think I'll take the day today to play videogames, I don't feel... stable to do other things than be completely distracted.
  9. Hey Jar, hi. Please, find a way to get away from that situation. I do had a similar feeling for my mom some years ago, and it's an unbearable situation. Can you in the mid-term find a place to live or sort of? I know it's very hard to let go persons that we, in the deep of our soul, care for. But sometimes... we can't do anything for them, and we have to be our own parents, you know. Which means, we have to take care of ourselves, because no-one else will. I hope your situation gets better. Loud love.
  10. Alright, my exam passed after revision :). Sometimes I say to myself: it's bad when your happiness depends on a single thing, it's the teaching of the "eggs on the same basket". I feel like this since years, it is like... my happiness only comes through that, since I don't expect anything from people, they just left me down so many times that my expectations are almost 0 on them. That could look like a fragile approach to life, maybe it is actually, to be sustained only for one pilar.
  11. Exam went "bad" according to the system that corrects it, but has to be reviewed. The system hardly goes into your favour. Anxiety kicks in, the uncertainty of not knowing if something went well or bad. All my energy is there, it's my way to escape some issues, the way I survive. It hurts when something you have put 100% of your energy goes bad. I'm not giving up, I have hope that the review will go well. I hug YOU.
  12. I'm sorry man. I'm divorced and kind of know what you mean. I just walked away from her, as far and fast as I could have done. It is better to go away from people that doesn't truly love you.
  13. Back pain. Having to face exams. No will to study. No will to get up in the morning. I don't want to be ungrateful. I will evade all contact, it could disturb my plans. Nostalgic. Feeling worthless.
  14. I ended up not grabbing any job and asking for help (economically), for a couple of months. Never did this before, it's time for me to learn to accept help from others, to learn that sometimes I can't by myself. I visualized wouldn't being able to deal with a job and with college, my depression and what's related to it doesn't allow me. I'm happy that I least I'm being able to deal with college, under circumstances, this is a lot. A bit nostalgic tonight. Cheers, love you.
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