Something amazing happened to me yesterday something I needed.inside me. It's been hard to give my whole self to somebody. After being in a toxic relationship for 11 years kills your soul when it was already broken.
I've learned that while on a journey of recovery (any recovery) rest is crucial as well as being easy with yourself ( not critical and practicing self compassion). Weekends are a time of great challenge for me as others take my energy leaving me little time to focus on recovery. So, I will slip away to rest now while others are occupied with outdoor fun. If you do not see me for a day or two, know I am healing and I will return.