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  1. My husband and my cousin making fun of me..... but they acted like ib spoke like Beeker from the Muppets lololol.
  2. Eyelids are so heavy. I just want to sleep tonight. His breaths are music.
  3. Fatina, you give me hope. I dont have any advice for you- but i think you are wonderful!
  4. I met a woman named Starangel. No joke. It said it on her driver's license. Then she told me (dead serious) that she hated her name and she preferred to go by Aramayus. yes. i smiled. lol.
  5. Grandma's are the best. I am glad you have her support. I am sorry to hear about your mom. But teenagers go through so much more than we give them credit for. Highschool is hard. And maybe you do have too much time on your hands... but you could subjectively say that about everyone. Warmest Kitty Wishes.
  6. Cats meowing.... I am sitting in the animal shelter I work at. There is a certain music to it. ;-)
  7. Harry Potter "We must all face the choice between what is right, and what is easy." It took me on a magical adventure, it was like meditation in book form.
  8. I was an agnostic for many many years.... in 2016 I officially became.. well... If you don't believe in unicorns, you're not called a "atheist" or "non believer".... So technically i am atheist. But i like to think of myself as a scientist. Do you guys ever get frustrated by the labels? Or the connotations that accompany the labels? I do -Kitty
  9. i wish i didnt relate to your cold wife.... but i do. I can be cold and unaffectionate. but i dont want to be, which is the weird part. It sounds like she could use some therapy herself. Women can hold onto things from the past, and we can also develop a cold exterior to protect ourselves. The one thing my husband does to get through to me is- he forces me to talk. Even if I dont want to. No matter what... you deserve to feel loved. I am sorry you aren't receiving that love. Take Care -Kitty
  10. Thank you for the warm welcome Idkusername. :) Yes Diego she def had something going on with herself. And she was acting crazy. But her words stung, and i can't get passed them. I am trying though. lex33- the world needs more people like you: People who care for stray animals in their community. Thank you. your kinds words have made my day better. -Kitty
  11. I went off of zoloft for a week (or so, not really sure). Went back on it.. and WAM. Oh, hello there dark thoughts and embarrassing memories from when i was 5. I have been back on my medicine for 2 weeks now and i STILL feel this way. it has been 2 weeks of shame and depression. Has anyone else had this experience? -Kitty
  12. Hi there. My name is Kitty. Which is ironic, because I work at an animal shelter. I am 28 years old, and i have spent most of my life advocating for animals. I had depression on and off for many years. But i found out that it was actually brought on by severe anxiety. I have been on Setraline for 2 years now and it has changed my life. I went from mood swings and dark thoughts to relaxed and happy..... until last week. One of my co-managers yelled and cussed at me in front of my employees. It is impossible to explain the amount of passion and stress that goes into discussions at animal shelters. We deal with so much. But when she yelled at me- it did something to me. I don't know how to explain it. But i felt worthless..... i guess I still do. This small thing sent me spiraling out of control. I kept telling myself that i would feel better.... but i dont. I started to get OCD again and keep trying to organize things (trying to maintain control)... I dont know. I decided to join this board because i feel like i cant talk to anyone. I cant talk to my co-managers..... i am riddled with anxiety every time the notion pops in my head.. I can;t talk to my husband because i am embarrassed at how worthless i feel. Talking to you people will hopefully help. I feel sad, alone, and worthless. I don't think i have ever felt this way before. But it scares me. Hugs to your furry family members. -Kitty
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