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June322

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  1. It sounds like you’re having a really hard time right now and I feel for you! I hope that you’re able to find some peace soon. I don’t think revenge is ever good or helpful. Idk why people are targeting you online but that sounds awful. Hopefully you can stay away from all those people and be safe . best wishes to you
  2. Sounds like so much fun! Hope you have a great trip ! Enjoy it
  3. I’m sorry to hear that cherry I have also not been in a good place. I’ve had a really bad mental relapse and I’m keeping it from my family. My sibling is also here after moving out 8 years a go because they also had a mental breakdown. Everyone in my family is depressed so it’s hard to find hope and comfort in them. It can feel hopeless but I hope we push through to get to a better place that makes life worth whole while we’re here. Hugs to you too !
  4. Idk man, it sounds like life and people are just treating you the way you treat them. Seems fitting. Everyone here is also being nice and accommodating and you respond the opposite way.
  5. To me Pepsi has always tasted sweeter and it hasn’t tasted any different than that lately
  6. I was googling it how to deal with an existential crisis and a lot of the blog posts talk about people feeling this way when starting their 40s , 50s and 60s and I’m just now turning 27 and already feel like this I can’t imagine how I will cope in 10 -20 years from now . If I make it that far
  7. I’ve been dealing with a lot of existential dread. This existential crisis is really robbing me of sleep and just living life. My depersonalization has also gotten worse. I just feel like I’m hanging by a thread im trying to save up money so I can see a physicist and get medicine and some therapy. I just wanna live like a normal personal. Idk why dying and loosing a love one keeps me up so much. We all age, we all experience lose and are going to die one day. Those are all the common experience of being human. For some reason it just makes me feel so alone and awful.
  8. What was your husbands response ? this is a great question. I often wonder what it feels like to live a life without mental illness. Anxiety and Depression are the two that seem to plague most people these days so I’m always surprised when I hear someone say they have experienced neither. It makes Me wonder what it feels like to walk around feeling sure of one self and not be riddle with anxiety and running thoughts. I sadly don’t like myself and I feel like my hatred for myself gets deeper each year. I’m hoping once I hit 30 things will change since people say things change when you hit a new milestone in age lol I’m crossing my fingers for that
  9. What book was it ? I’ve been wanting to get back into reading ! But idk what book to start with
  10. Took a personal leave from work and thinking of never going back. I hate that job. I fool myself into thinking I can be the type of person that can work any meaningless labor job as long as it helps me and my family get by but I was wrong. I can’t handle that. So now I’m feeling a mixture of relief and stress being always from that hell hole. I just spend most day taking walks through the parks in the day and watching the sopranos at night. I have 3 weeks to figure my life out
  11. Have you guys ever reported anyone from work to HR ? im on the fence if I should report this lady I work with because she won’t leave me alone. I feel like I’m in high school thinking about whether to report my high school bully to the principal or not
  12. Yeah I feel the same way! With the job I have now I rather stay home then be at work. But before this job I was unemployed for a long time and it’s depressing to not have job too. At least work can help me feel useful and my brain occupied
  13. When I was incredibly depressed I would take a lot of long hot baths . I would literally sit in my tub for like 3 hours and just refill it when the water would get cold. For some reason that would help me a lot more then anything else. I also have read that hot baths are on a list of things that people recommend when you’re just really stressed and anxious. even if you don’t have a bath or don’t like them I think it could help to look up ways to do some self care and google what activities can help you with this and even if the list is full of cliches just pick one! For my brother it was walking or just soaking up sun in the yard for an hour. when you’re at a low point and feeling really anxious and depressed sometimes it’s truly the small things that can help bring some relief. Maybe it won’t cure what you’re feeling but it can help you with coping and feeling a tad bit better :).
  14. I just feel really nervous and anxious about time. I guess the saying is true that the older you get the faster time seems to go by. But now it really does seem more accelerated to me than ever before
  15. It doesn't sound like an "oopsie" to me at all. You like someone and you confessed to them. It might not had the outcome you were hoping for but still you did NOTHING wrong! Rejection sucks. Feels awful. But it takes a lot to be able to tell someone we have feelings for them. So I think it was brave of you for doing that. Im sorry your parents didnt show you the understanding you needed when you were young I know how that feels . im in my mid twenties and the older I get the more I feel like my childhood traumas weigh me down. I hope that you can soon learn to have more compassion for yourself and have that some love you had for that person and show some of that to yourself. as corny and cliche as it sounds I do think that sometimes the love we need the most is from ourselves.
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