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WordsInTheWind

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WordsInTheWind last won the day on November 29 2017

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About WordsInTheWind

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  • Birthday 10/19/1991

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    Art, Hiking, Gardening, Reading, Music

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  1. I don't feel invisible,  I feel  non-existent .

    1. Paris43

      Paris43

      I am so sorry that you feel this way about yourself...🤗

  2. I used to care. Really, care. Sometimes too much. However, after these last few years - I'm not sure when, exactly - I just don't feel it anymore. Not like I used to. I don't feel that spark in my heart when I should, or that quiver of fear in my gut when I know I should be nervous. I don't feel any sense of urgency when I think about what will come next in my life; what I should be doing to improve within the next month - year - 5 years. I don't even care that I don't care anymore, I'm just waiting.
  3. Sometimes it comes out of nowhere - this overwhelming, all consuming feeling - What is the point? I'm still trying to find the answer.

    1. Keemkeem

      Keemkeem

      How does it make you feel. What does it depict to you? Maybe there is no definite answer, or perhaps the perception of your answer depends on your interpretation.

    2. WordsInTheWind

      WordsInTheWind

      It makes me feel like time has and is still, being wasted - but at the same time, it makes me feel as if time has no real purpose. It's a never ending cycle, it seems.

  4. In my opinion - It is never a bad thing to keep your options open; I don't see any harm in meeting with some other therapists, even if it's just to test the waters. Seeing that the one you have been seeing for the past 6 years hasn't been completely awful, I am sure that you could find another who is able to help you out in the aspects you are looking for - who knows, you may even find someone better than you expected. If it takes a bit of time, you'll always have your current therapist for the time being - so you won't be left in the lurch. But if you are having these thoughts after such a long time with him, I'm sure there may be some merit in your curiosities - So yes - I'm sure it could be helpful for you, try not to worry about it too much - just try to meet with some different ones, get a feel for who else is out there and then make an informed decision. Wishing you all the best xo
  5. I've just started to read Don Quixote, I've gotten a quite a few chuckles so far
  6. Welcome ItsNeverEnough! I can promise you that you have found a safe place here; to express yourself, your feelings, your fears. I have found DF to be filled with wonderful people, who truly wish to help in any way that they can. Have a look around, and don't be afraid to jump on in. There are many different topics being discussed and shared, plenty of advice, and even some fun! I wish you all the best xo
  7. I would like to be lost in the woods for a day, no distractions just coffee, smokes and my painting supplies. With warm sun spilling through from above. The smell of spring carried about on the breeze - oh I can't wait for spring. xo
  8. I am really, really excited to go and buy (drumroll please) ... Groceries! I haven't gone shopping in over a month, so I am really looking forward to going out tonight after a meeting with my client to buy some REAL food. Not entirely exciting on the face of it, but .. that's just how I roll. xo
  9. I have been absent. I have been lost. My mind hasn't stopped wandering, And I don't know where I am headed next. But, Im here so ...
  10. Winning by Emily and The Soft Skeleton; I can' stop listening to her beautiful voice. It has been keeping me fairly calm this week 🙂
  11. I'm not really sure what to do with myself. I can't paint any more. I'm all vented out; which is leaving me playing on my phone.. already stepping back into the behaviour that was partially to blame for the mess I became last week. Why do I have such little control? Why am I so desperate to give it away to others? Otherwise.. I'm not complaining. 🤐
  12. Welcome ireallydontknow ❤ Take some time to browse the forums, I have no doubt that you will find a place to vent here at DF. There are many wonderfully understanding people here, something that has kept me coming back over the months while I've been on my own journey in regards to my mental health. Again, Welcome, we are happy to have you here ❤
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