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  1. He said inpatient program now that I recall. Yeah I have been hospitalized twice this past week... once for stitches and one because I OD'd on pills:(( I hope everything works out for you, and could you explain this outpatient thing a little more. it sounds like a good option for me.
  2. yea Its pretty bad. I have been to the hospital 2 times in the past week because of it. I would never say mind your own business. I don't get people that are interested in me that often...
  3. yea it is... Not really any family nearby. Yea I have a lot of friends who say anytime no matter what I can crash at their place if it gets bad at home but I am no allowed to leave....
  4. yea it does.. I am glad you understand it that way. I don't know. I want to go away and stay at a friends house but he says if I ever leave he will call the cops... :(
  5. I don't think I am gonna talk to him... He is not someone that I need to involve with my life anymore. He wont even say sorry if it meant his life
  6. thank you. He isn't too close to me but it still hurts that he would say that to me
  7. I don't know what to say right now. I have been feeling under the weather lately and my dad has been saying its "bulls***". This is normal from my dad. But he just crossed a very personal and dangerous line. He came into my room 20 minutes ago, and saw that I was crying. I was crying because I am struggling with a ton of things right now. You know what he did...? He said in the most cruel tone "why don't you cut your arms again" "that's why you wear that long jacket everywhere" "You think your smart and look at how you deal with your life" "Pretty stupid if you ask me".... He slammed my door and left. I am heartbroken. Completely in shock. I wouldn't have thought that my own Dad would say this. What can I do? What should I do? I am crying my eyes out into this and I just want someone to be there for me....
  8. My parents are making me see a therapist right now, but I do not trust him at all. I am not sure if this is bad or not, but when he found out I self harm he asked to see my wrists and made me promise that I would not do it again or else he would intervene and send me to a hospital. Now I cant tell him anything. I am almost 100% sure I have anxiety, Bi-Polar, and Major Depression. And I don't want to tell him. I also cant tell him I am suicidal because he will send me away from what he said. PLEASE someone give me advice and was it wrong of him to do what he did? My life is literally falling apart. My grades are going down, my house worse and worse, losing more friends every day. I just want someone to understand :(
  9. He takes it quite a lot. Lately for smaller things and sometimes no reason at all. This time because he walked in on me cutting and I really freaked out.
  10. I will try it and let you know. Thank you, at least I know now that there are people out there who are at least willing to try and help me.
  11. Thank you so much. I don't know what to do I just know that this isn't right. I didn't even think someone could be so cruel to me. I honestly feel like there is something wrong with me and God is punishing me for it...
  12. Guys I am in a crisis. Not a life crisis but one regarding my self harm. I need to contact a friend because he can help me and stuff, and I prefer not to talk to therapists because I don't feel comfortable. And my dad took my phone and will not give it back to me. I told him what it was for too. That I am hurting myself and I needed to talk to this friend. I even told him who. He will not give it to me and is acting like if he did it would be the end of the world. I do not know the kids number either so I am kind of helpless. I am hyperventilating and I am not doing good. Can I report this to anyone (Child protective services, Police) or am I going to have to be stuck helpless like this.
  13. Im glad to hear that. And im not sure. I cant see myself having a future. I am not too smart, not good at speaking, not anything that could help me in the future. I don't have a very special gift that I know of. And I cant see myself finding someone who loves me later on in life.
  14. Thank you. but I have just kind of given up on myself. I just want people around me to be happy. And I am really sorry about your daughter. I hope everything is doing okay for your family right now.
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