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Sarkon

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  1. Well, admin sounds like a jerk. Find a new group, follow the rules. Facebook is a big ocean ready for fishing.
  2. I've had a bit of scotch. I seem to exist in the space between awareness and ignorance, languishing in things I want and may never have. The seconds drift by like deafening crashes of a cymbal. It is here, with a frightening presence, I am the most comfortable. The silence of these walls a chorus raging against this typhoon of ruminating thoughts and endless doubts. This knowing smile on my face a testament to the coming years, the unending fears.
  3. Regrets, night sweats Occasional thoughts of suicide Green light, I'm okay Feeling fine, just a little dark time Old habits die hard And I've lived so fast And I know it's a long way down Tempting me, tempting you Tempting us in all we do Can't make a move Show me a sign What is your will? It's a.. long long way Between sin and sacrifice DevilDriver Sin and Sacrifice
  4. For the price of two cigarettes, got a banjo performance when I went downtown.
  5. Down the creek
  6. I will live the life I want to live Help me, Jesus, I can't Give what they want me to give Onto lost highways I stray Going deep into the shade (a point of contention, no lyrics list this line in particular so I'm going by hearing) Towards the sunlight Where no one dares to wear a face All colors blend Into sunlight Colorblind - Vision Of Disorder
  7. Find out what you are and see it Find out who you are free it Find out who you love and need it Find out what you can and be it That's what's up, that's what's up Shabazz Palaces - FInd Out
  8. We're alive somewhere else Still asleep someplace new We're ahead of our time Floating through.. The sky is falling down The night belongs to you Deftones - What Happened To You?
  9. What comes next?
  10. Trying to get through Paradise Lost by John Milton.. the language seems almost impenetrable at times, though.
  11. Keep your head above Though you are always sinking There is land ahead
  12. Break ups are tough, I know of the place you're currently in.. yet my advice may seem a bit harsh, so be forewarned. No one should have to shoulder the burden of being someone's entire world.. it isn't fair to either party. You feel as if nothing matters, that somehow your worth has been found wanting. Brooding will not help in the slightest, trust me. I felt that if this one person didn't like me then I have no chance whatsoever.. which isn't true. The world is too large a place to be that lonely. I'm not discounting your troubles in the slightest.. I'm about the same age and also have difficulty finding new social groups. You have to keep trying, though. For (probably a dumb) example, you have an empty pitcher. You are tasked with filling this pitcher with happiness.. which is a depleting resource and must be refreshed from time to time. The wise thing to do would be to fill it up from multiple sources, so their eventual draining will only take a minor cut out of the pitcher. I can't answer what these sources will be.. things that offer you some sort of fulfillment and accomplishment. Hiking, reading, writing, drawing, playing music or listening to it.. hobbies that bring you joy even when alone. If you filled up said pitcher with liquid from one single source and that drains out.. you're in a rough spot. (This is probably dragging on far too long so..) Find happiness without other people. If she wants to go her own way, let her. Some things are beyond our control, no matter how hard we hope or strain. Keep moving forward, please. It sounds terribly cliche but.. someone out there, on this gigantic biosphere we call home, will understand you. Will cherish your company. Be it friend or something else, you won't find them stuck in a hole. Dig out of it and just.. keep.. looking.
  13. Got the motivation to chip away at the hurricane path that is my room, so very messy.
  14. Inside my place, the silence can be deafening. Yet when I took a drive out to a scenic overlook, it was.. oddly serene, tranquil. Guess I ought to appreciate nature more.
  15. Drinking an old bottle of alcohol and listening to music. Some pondering and endless rumination.
  16. erecting gold monuments to the gods of time long past whose wrath
  17. I believe there's a section dedicated to specific medication and their side effects, might be best to ask there.
  18. Self pity, remorse, uncertainty.. all the good stuff.
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