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Indigo18

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  1. I'm new here, but I get what you mean. I'm just starting the path of recovery. During my best moments, I feel exactly the same, only I don't believe in any god. We are here to experience life and then we die. It feels like nothing matters, but this kind of thinking has actually helped me before. If our existence is pointless, it doesn't matter if we live or die, so I might as well stay alive and see where this goes. I know many would interpret that the other way round, but some good always comes, eventually. We are just beings that think too much and feel too much. We are constantly tested, it seems. I hope you continue to recover
  2. Sounds like anxiety, you should talk to a specialist, psychologist or counselor. There are ways to minimize the negative thoughts but it takes time and effort, and everyone's different. I wish I had more useful advice but I'm also going through bouts of negative overthinking plus some other things, and I'm mostly just try to distract myself and go see other people. It's hard because all you want to do is isolate yourself but being around others can help so much. You could try and talk with your girlfriend when you start to get hose thoughts. Hope you get better!
  3. I took 50 mg a day of sertraline for about 6 months. At first it helped a lot, but then I started to get more and more suicidal thoughts. I was scared so one day after a very rough night I stopped cold turkey (I know, I know, terrible, but I wasn't exactly acting rationally at the time). After 4 days of hell I began taking them again and I told my pd what I did. He of course told me I shouldn't have done that, but he suggested I taper off slowly and then see how I felt. So I did, took 3/4 of the pill for two weeks, then 25 mg for 3 weeks, and just for good measure I took 1/4 of it for 6 days. Now it's been 10 days and I've been getting mild brain zaps, dizziness and fatigue everyday. I'm more depressed, very irritable, I cry everyday and I tear up over the smallest things, but the suicidal thoughts have almost stopped. I'm in college and these past few months, especially after I came off the pills, I haven't been able to study at all. Overall, I'm not really worse than before but also not that better. I'm trying to stay hopeful that the withdrawal symptoms will stop soon, if they don't I guess I'll have to switch meds instead of just coming off them completely like I wanted.
  4. Kings and Queens - 30 Seconds to Mars Into the night Desperate and broken The sound of a fight Father has spoken We were the kings and queens of promise We were the victims of ourselves Maybe the children of a lesser God Between heaven and hell Heaven and hell Into your eyes Hopeless and taken We stole our new lives In defense of our dreams In defense of our dreams We were the kings and queens of promise We were the victims of ourselves Maybe the children of a lesser God Between heaven and hell Heaven and hell The age of man is over A darkness comes at dawn These lessons that we learned here Have only just begun We were the kings and queens of promise We were the victims of ourselves Maybe the children of a lesser God Between heaven and hell We are the kings We are the queens We are the kings We are the queens (Great thread btw)
  5. Hey everyone, I found this forum today and I thought it might help me to hang around here, you all seem really nice.
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