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    laurennj got a reaction from ColdFire in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Hello! I have recently developed a bad obsession with an actor. (Robert Knepper) I've seen a ton of youtube videos about him and tried to find out everything I could about him. It's pretty bad because he's 57 and I'm 20. I've even tried searching his family and ex wife on facebook. I found his ex wifes facebook and found out where there son plays hockey. Unfortunately I don't live near there. He's in California and I'm in New Jersey. Even though I wouldn't go!
    It upsets me because he never comes to the east coast. Even when filming it's always on the west coast. Also I always get jealous when I see him kissing other actresses in shows. :P I just wish I can meet him. I keep replaying videos of him and searching his social media. I don't want to stop but its k illing  me knowing I have no connection to meet him. The only way would be a convention next year in San Diego, California, which I would have to fly to. It's only a panel to get autographs but I would rather meet him somewhere else in person. :( I'm thinking about sending him a letter for an autograph so we'll see. A little about me I don't have any friends and never had an actual boyfriend or talk to anyone. I spend my free time watching tv shows and obsessing over them, especially him. It's just getting bad knowing I'll probably never meet him. 
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    laurennj got a reaction from dazedandconfused1 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Recently I tweeted to my CO just a friendly message saying "hope all is well have a great weekend!" and he liked my tweet out of the other replies so that made me happy :)
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    laurennj got a reaction from HopelessRomantic2011 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Recently I tweeted to my CO just a friendly message saying "hope all is well have a great weekend!" and he liked my tweet out of the other replies so that made me happy :)
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    laurennj got a reaction from perfectcircle77 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Recently I tweeted to my CO just a friendly message saying "hope all is well have a great weekend!" and he liked my tweet out of the other replies so that made me happy :)
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    laurennj got a reaction from Audrey822 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Recently I tweeted to my CO just a friendly message saying "hope all is well have a great weekend!" and he liked my tweet out of the other replies so that made me happy :)
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    laurennj got a reaction from OpalP25 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Recently I tweeted to my CO just a friendly message saying "hope all is well have a great weekend!" and he liked my tweet out of the other replies so that made me happy :)
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    laurennj reacted to HopelessRomantic2011 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    I think he's so gorgeous and he seems really intelligent too! I discovered Prison Break on Netflix years after it had already gone off the air. It really was a great show so I'm looking forward to seeing more. And the show just wouldn't be right without T-bag! He had so many funny lines.
    (Oh, and Wentworth is one of the people that my phone automatically created an album for since I had so many pics of him. lol)
     
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    laurennj got a reaction from posie_riot in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Hello! I have recently developed a bad obsession with an actor. (Robert Knepper) I've seen a ton of youtube videos about him and tried to find out everything I could about him. It's pretty bad because he's 57 and I'm 20. I've even tried searching his family and ex wife on facebook. I found his ex wifes facebook and found out where there son plays hockey. Unfortunately I don't live near there. He's in California and I'm in New Jersey. Even though I wouldn't go!
    It upsets me because he never comes to the east coast. Even when filming it's always on the west coast. Also I always get jealous when I see him kissing other actresses in shows. :P I just wish I can meet him. I keep replaying videos of him and searching his social media. I don't want to stop but its k illing  me knowing I have no connection to meet him. The only way would be a convention next year in San Diego, California, which I would have to fly to. It's only a panel to get autographs but I would rather meet him somewhere else in person. :( I'm thinking about sending him a letter for an autograph so we'll see. A little about me I don't have any friends and never had an actual boyfriend or talk to anyone. I spend my free time watching tv shows and obsessing over them, especially him. It's just getting bad knowing I'll probably never meet him. 
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    laurennj got a reaction from HopelessRomantic2011 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    @HopelessRomantic2011 Yes! I just finished watching Prison Break. It's great! And from what I've seen he's really nice to fans and takes pictures with them and interacts with them on social media. Unlike some celebrities. But still you're right about meeting in person. I have no idea what I would say if I met him. I do have social anxiety and never met any celebrity in person before. Actually today was pretty bad. I can't stop thinking about him and checking his social media. My heart keeps racing. I know this sounds crazy and weird but is it normal to think that you too should belong together? Even though I know it would never happen of course.
    @Audrey822 Thanks for the welcome! And about the images. I mean it is all just acting right ;)
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    laurennj reacted to MysteryName in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Oh man I know how it feels to just give up on life and stop looking after yourself. Haven't fully recovered from when I was in that situation so don't really know what to say but I have to some extent. Just try to remember that every little thing - cooking a meal, sending a facebook message to someone you care about, taking your meds, counts as a victory. One of my biggest struggles as I've mentioned before is the "how the hell can I possibly feel anything positive about anything that I've done when other people are doing the same stuff alongside jobs, hobbies without even thinking about it?" - I've realised now that this thought process is erroneous as when you're in a bad place every smallest thing takes masses of energy, is a step to getting out and is therefore an achievement worth celebrating. This probably doesn't even make any sense as I can only talk from my own experience and I don't know whether yours is similar but I just read your message and wished I could find something to say. Hope you're feeling better! 
     
    Everyone here seems to have felt like that at some point from the time I've spent on this forum so its at least normal here. Also being unable to stop thinking or checking social media of our CO's is pretty normal. My mind was so full of her I couldn't do the basic things I needed to put my life back together again - jobhunt, retrain, just feed myself and get some sleep! I'm a bit better now though, still not productive though. Does it effect your ability to do stuff? Do you want to stop thinking of him? Or do you enjoy that he fills your mind and you're just worried that it seems weird? Anyway, Welcome!

    I have managed to avoid reddit at least for a couple of days and haven't checked her social media today. Doesn't sound like much but its a start for me.
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    laurennj got a reaction from Audrey822 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    @HopelessRomantic2011 Yes! I just finished watching Prison Break. It's great! And from what I've seen he's really nice to fans and takes pictures with them and interacts with them on social media. Unlike some celebrities. But still you're right about meeting in person. I have no idea what I would say if I met him. I do have social anxiety and never met any celebrity in person before. Actually today was pretty bad. I can't stop thinking about him and checking his social media. My heart keeps racing. I know this sounds crazy and weird but is it normal to think that you too should belong together? Even though I know it would never happen of course.
    @Audrey822 Thanks for the welcome! And about the images. I mean it is all just acting right ;)
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    laurennj reacted to HopelessRomantic2011 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Hey there, I love Robert Knepper! Not the way that you do, but I love him as T-Bag on Prison Break and I'm excited that they are filming new episodes for the show. I have a crush on Wentworth Miller (I'm sure that surprises no one here. lol) I know it's tough to have a CO that's hard to meet. Although in some cases you might not even want to meet them since it might upset you if it isn't a good experience. I feel like I want to meet my current CO but I have no chance to right now, and maybe it's just better to keep him as a fantasy.
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    laurennj got a reaction from HopelessRomantic2011 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Hello! I have recently developed a bad obsession with an actor. (Robert Knepper) I've seen a ton of youtube videos about him and tried to find out everything I could about him. It's pretty bad because he's 57 and I'm 20. I've even tried searching his family and ex wife on facebook. I found his ex wifes facebook and found out where there son plays hockey. Unfortunately I don't live near there. He's in California and I'm in New Jersey. Even though I wouldn't go!
    It upsets me because he never comes to the east coast. Even when filming it's always on the west coast. Also I always get jealous when I see him kissing other actresses in shows. :P I just wish I can meet him. I keep replaying videos of him and searching his social media. I don't want to stop but its k illing  me knowing I have no connection to meet him. The only way would be a convention next year in San Diego, California, which I would have to fly to. It's only a panel to get autographs but I would rather meet him somewhere else in person. :( I'm thinking about sending him a letter for an autograph so we'll see. A little about me I don't have any friends and never had an actual boyfriend or talk to anyone. I spend my free time watching tv shows and obsessing over them, especially him. It's just getting bad knowing I'll probably never meet him. 
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    laurennj got a reaction from Audrey822 in Celebrity Obsession - Help or Support   
    Hello! I have recently developed a bad obsession with an actor. (Robert Knepper) I've seen a ton of youtube videos about him and tried to find out everything I could about him. It's pretty bad because he's 57 and I'm 20. I've even tried searching his family and ex wife on facebook. I found his ex wifes facebook and found out where there son plays hockey. Unfortunately I don't live near there. He's in California and I'm in New Jersey. Even though I wouldn't go!
    It upsets me because he never comes to the east coast. Even when filming it's always on the west coast. Also I always get jealous when I see him kissing other actresses in shows. :P I just wish I can meet him. I keep replaying videos of him and searching his social media. I don't want to stop but its k illing  me knowing I have no connection to meet him. The only way would be a convention next year in San Diego, California, which I would have to fly to. It's only a panel to get autographs but I would rather meet him somewhere else in person. :( I'm thinking about sending him a letter for an autograph so we'll see. A little about me I don't have any friends and never had an actual boyfriend or talk to anyone. I spend my free time watching tv shows and obsessing over them, especially him. It's just getting bad knowing I'll probably never meet him. 
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