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  1. Your words speak louder than looks. When I read your post I see a person who is beautiful and full of kindness. I see a person who deserves love, respect and happiness. Therefore, please know that looks mean nothing, its whats inside that matters. With that being said, I care about you and so does everyone on this site. I really hope you are doing OK GoldenOne.
  2. I suggest you try it for at least a week to see if you can handle it. Hope this helps : )
  3. Your post reminds me of the Talking Heads song Once In A Lifetime for some reason. I keep hearing the lyrics of, "Same as it ever was" over and over again.
  4. I find when the winter months come certain old behaviors come back, which is really strange even though I am different person than I was before. Its as if I have no control over this change, which is quite unsettling. Therefore, I can relate to what you are going through in some regard.
  5. Yeah, feeling numb is such a weird state to be in. With that being said, I hope you feel better soon : )
  6. I don't have any advice to give as I don't have the answers myself, however I wanted to let you know that you are awesome : ) Those things that happened in your past don't define you. From reading your post I can see that you a good person even if you don't believe it yourself. Things will turn around in your life eventually, however, it is going to take some time, but it will happen. Just stay strong man and know everyone on this site cares about you : )
  7. Yeah, parents can be too critical at times. All I can say is do the best you can do and know that everyone on this site cares about you. Take care : )
  8. SailingSoul I think you are successful, for the mere fact you were brave enough to use this wonderful site in order to get help from people who understand what you are going through. This proves you are trying to better yourself, which is amazing. Please, don't measure your self worth by comparing yourself to others. Also, please know that everyone on this site thinks you are awesome : )
  9. I agree with what genericname4403 said. Seeing a mental health professional might be the best option to find out what is going on with your situation. I hope you have a wonderful week. Take care : )
  10. It sounds like you really like your mustang, thus to see it damaged upsets you, which is perfectly normal because that car means a lot to you. I am the same way with my car when it gets damaged in anyway no matter how minor or severe the damage is. In the end, it seems that you are passionate about the things you care about and in this case it is your car, which is nothing to be ashamed about.
  11. I want to know if anyone needs a friend? Now, you be asking yourself why would you want to be friends with me. That is a perfectly understandable response. With that being said, let me proved to you why I would be an awesome friend. For one, I can be a good listener. I am not judgmental. I can make you laugh when you are down and out. I will always try to encourage you to keep your head up when times are trying. I will always try to respond to your messages whenever you need to talk. Also, whenever you need any help I will try to help you find a solution to your problem. And lastly, if you were to be my friend know that I will always have your back no matter the situation. In the end, these are the reasons why I think I could be an awesome friend if you ever need one : )
  12. This Youtuber makes fun of children with mental illness, thus I feel this person needs to be criticized for their actions, however there are many other reasons this youtuber is an [email protected] that I will address in my video. Thus, this video isn't just an exposed video. Also, Many Youtubers have exposed this person, but I have found out some information on this person that will prove this person is a lot worse than others on the community have initially thought. Took me a while to find the information, but I feel I have a strong case. Also, I want to make this video because I want to make a good video that will be thought provoking. With that being said, I will never be emotionally attached or sensitive when making this video, as I have no hate towards this person I just hate what they stand for.
  13. For the past several months I have been planning on making an exposed video on a YouTuber I feel is toxic to the community. I have my research and I have created a script on the points I will be discussing in my video. However, I keep putting off making this video due to my poor mood. Does anyone know any tips or tools on how to stop procrastinating? Any insight or knowledge would be greatly appreciated.
  14. I don't know if I have depression or not, as I have never been diagnosed. That is why I never claim I suffer from depression because I don't know. Thus, to jump to the conclusion I need meds and therapy as being a solution to something I might not have doesn't do me any good. Maybe my mental state parallels that of depression without having depression. There could be a possibility that my poor mental state could be something else, for example my thyroid acting up. Maybe in the end, this is who I am, just a damaged person due to how my brain is hardwired, therefore to try to change it would be futile. I just don't know as there seems to be no answers in sight at the moment. With that being said, the question could be asked why am I on this site if I don't know if I suffer from mental illness? With that I say, I think I am on this site because the suffering I go through due to my poor mental health is similar to the people on this forum, even with or without putting a medical label on why my mind is messed up the way it is. In the end, I could go to psychiatrist and tell them the things I am going through with my mental health hoping to get a medical diagnoses. In order to get meds that could help my current condition, but I could be wrong in regards to what I am feeling, as a psychiatrist is taking my flawed and subjective opinion of what I am feeling by using their owned flawed and subjective opinion to make a diagnosis on something they don't know is true or not because they can't look inside my mind and prove that my symptoms are true are not. Therefore, If I claim something wrong unintentionally I could be misdiagnosed with a mental illness I might not even have, and that could be damaging to me if I take meds, such as anti depression that have tons and tons of harsh side effects that could mess my body up forever, thus making the suffering I am going through much worse, which is something I don't want, as I am already on edge to the point I want to die. Sorry, if my post comes off rude. I just want to let you know that just because I am in a bad emotional state doesn't mean I don't think things through logically.
  15. Yeah, I just don't know if a pill can fix my messed up problems in any measurable way. I think I just have to accept the fact that I will never be happy and try my best to carry on. However, with that being said I don't know if I have much years on this earth, as I feel the end is near.
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