Fenris89

Hey, yes I got it. An ADM/MOD sent me a PM. Maybe you should ask Lindsay or another one.

I am sorry if I did something wrong.

That's why I hate most religions, really... OMG. Please be strong, in the country you live in can't you go to a Social Worker who could help you get out of this situation. What your parents are doing is abusive. If you're a minor it's even worse and they probably can get sued. Please seek legal advice, you don't need any more toxic people or abusive relationships. I hope you some day find the love and care that you need and deserve.

Hi, I am sorry for posting it here but none of the other forums fit this question I think. I want to get the password so I can access the addiction forum. If possible, of course. Thx a lot.

Probably not. Nope. I mean I have some qualities, yes. But once others get close they see the wreckage, the ugly, the hypersensitive piece of sh.. that I am. Probably I would see this and run away as far as I could.

Oh god, I just wish I was dead already. I can't stand to disappoint everyone anymore and to destroy myself slowly, if I only had the courage to end everything...

I don't know what to do. My life is a total mess. I've been drinking more and more and I'm smoking again. I don't know what to do. I cannot study properly and am failing most classes. I need to get a job, but sometimes I can't even get out of bed. I will try once again to stop drinking but it's just too damn hard to have social situations without alcohol. I don't want to take medication to stop drinking, I already take too much meds. I hate psychotherapy and it's also too expensive. I wish I could just stop existing. I'm a burden and I live to disappoint people that care about me.

I am not sad. But this pain in my back is annoying as f***. I didn't go to class today, was too anxious to go. Oh god, there's only one month left, that's nice.

The Chainsmokers - Closer ft. Halsey Hey, I was doing just fine before I met you I drink too much and that's an issue but I'm okay Hey, you tell your friends it was nice to meet them But I hope I never see them again

Hi @Subliminal... my ex-pdoc prescribed it for me since I was very sleepy all the time but I stopped taking it due to strong headaches that I think modafinil caused, but I'd give it another shot. I asked my current pdoc since I'm very sleepy during the day and have problems focusing but she won't prescribe it until I'm off clonazepam, since it can cause some fatigue. Do you see a pdoc or a family doctor? I think most family doctors/GPs are not familiar with it. Take care.

I'm feeling a little more anxious than usual today. But I'm trying to think positive since it's only a little more than one month until the semester ends... and then I'll have like two weeks to get back on track.

A total of zero things.

I feel weird. Anxious and a little sad (not like depressed), just sad because of how my life is right now.

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Anxious