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  1. bethster

    3 Words Of The Moment

    Tired Stressed Weak
  2. bethster

    I am so lonely, especially at home.

    You aren't totally alone. You're here. But believe me, I get what you say about being at home and alone. Sometimes it just really gets to me and I want nothing more than to go back to bed...as in, what is the point, anyway?
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    Paxil Withdrawal

    Paxil withdrawal, even when monitored by my pdoc, has almost killed me. I have never been so sick in my life. After the first week of no Paxil, I wound up in the psych hospital because of suicidal ideation. I have been sick and weak ever since. It's been five weeks and I am still fighting the stomach problems caused by it and a disastrous week on Prozac (which just shredded my stomach). I am now in a severe depression and am convinced that it is primarily because of weaning off of Paxil. I was on 60mg of the stuff for several years. I weaned off the medication in less than six weeks, which is you ask me, is far too fast, in retrospect.
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    What Exercise Did You Get Today?

    I just went for a walk around the block. Not much, I know, but I am in the throes of major depression right now and really don't feel like doing anything but lying in bed. Baby steps and small victories.
  5. I showered and put on a fresh outfit. I went to the grocery store. I accepted another writing assignment.