Krony

I've been with my girlfriend for almost 2 1/2 years and things have been alright until recently. Since her significant other moved here from Texas, I've always felt like they understand each other than I ever will. This has been making me really upset lately, especially since we all moved in about a month ago. I've been trying to keep myself together and not snap, but lately I've done terrible things to her. They've confronted me about it and now she spends her time in her significant others room. I've barely seen her and it's been making me feel more lonely than ever. Normally I'd just crank one out and be fine, but I can't even work up the nerve to even touch myself. Does anybody have any advice on how to maintain/repair a polyamorous relationship? EDT: She wanted me to find a group so that I may get help. Despite everything we still love each other, but we're in a rough spot right now.

Not entirely misanthropic myself, but I've been feeling that quite a bit lately. Moved into an apartment with the only friends that I have and my girlfriend has been making want to be anywhere else. I've never really known that I've been depressed until I moved in.

I've never really had tried interaction through text before other than at my job. I thought I'd give this forum a shot until I'm able to see a therapist and maybe be put on some type of prescription other than taking St. John's Wort. Anyways, the reason I came on this website is that I'm having a difficult relationship right now. My girlfriend is polyamorous, which in layman terms means it's an open relationship. She has another girlfriend who I don't know if they like me or not. Right now, they're both mad at me for things I don't want to go into right now and after a serious talking to/emotional support. Also right now, neither of them are talking to me, which I suppose it's a punishment. I feel like I deserve it, though. I've been trying to set myself right and get myself out of this depression. The only person I could really talk to was my girlfriend and other than that I really have no one else. I don't really have many friends, which is why I'm here.