JCR1986

I was in therapy for 6 months. I have serious trust issues. I finally started ooening up to my therapist after building trust, and a week later, she got another job. I lost my therapist, and I dont want to start all over again. It takes so much out of me.

I wouldnt mind a penpal myself. Everyones story is different, nobody should be here to judge.

Hello everyone. My name is Jessica. I am 29 years old, and a gay single Mother of a 3 year old girl. I had to move back home with my Mother when my Daughter was born, and Im in school trying to get my GED and go for my degree to try and build a better life for myself and my child. I have struggled with depression my entire life. I was misdiagnosed with bi polar disorder at 15, and was recently evaluated and diagnosed with ptsd. My past traumas are catching up to me, and nothing seems to go right for me anymore, no matter how hard I push myself. Ive lost interest in everything I used to love, I have no real friends, and nobody to talk to. I have recently contemplated ending my life because I just cant handle everything thats going on in life without support. My own family doesnt even care. To them Im nothing but a failure, and they only care about my Daughter. I have never been a member of a forum before, but Im hoping that I might meet someone who can relate to help ease my suffering a little just to know Im not alone. I figured it couldnt hurt. Thank you for having a safe place for people to go. I look forward to meeting some new people. I could really use that in my life. Thanks for reading