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RobinandBlondie

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  1. @gandolfication That is really interesting, it makes me think about things a lot more. Thank you for putting that into perspective, I think I would've been too dumb to think of something like that. I thought that I was stupid for the contradiction in work, but now I feel a little better knowing I'm not completely crazy.
  2. @gandolfication I work at an indoor pool (a YMCA) and I don't know if depression has deepened my sense of empathy or not, I've always been someone who is considered caring and patient with people. It could be because I fell into depression right after getting to be a little older than just a child. I really never thought of that idea that other people are easier to empathize with.
  3. The title was supposed to be Meds not mess
  4. What is the most effective way of dealing with depression?
  5. I only work as a lifeguard, most of my job is cleaning. Saving people seems crazy for someone who is depressed but I try to put it aside.
  6. Good luck with that (I'm being sincere). I think you could probably go on something like go fund me to raise some money. I'm not completely sure though.
  7. If anyone wants or needs to talk, I'm here for you. As long as you know I might talk about my own experience. If you have a bad day or a great day, I'm game to listen. It's nice to talk to someone sometimes. .
  8. I'm so sorry, if you need to talk, I'm willing to listen. Even if it feels stupid I'm willing to listen
  9. Lately I've been confused. I love my family and friends but they hurt me so much that I'm honestly scared of them sometimes. My dad has hit me before but mostly he pushes me and slams me and throws me into things. He tells me if I'd just stop acting like a brat, he'd never hurt me and I start to feel responsible. I've gotten to the point where I'm on the verge of tears anytime someone yells. My mom tells me every other day how she never needed to ask a boy out or how she was never 180 lbs when she was my age. I feel like she wants to make me cry and thinks I'm just a disappointment. My best female friend has slapped me twice for trying to cheer her up. My best male friend torments my feelings be telling me he loves me but he's not in love with me. He invites me out to make his ex jealous and tells me he likes me when it's convenient for him. My other friends call me a slut and tell me I'm a who*e for trying to have a relationship. The one person I could talk about this with is in a separate school program so I never see him. My brother hates me because the girl he likes likes me (she told him in a text that she thought I was beautiful and wished she was single and I was gay) and she has a boyfriend. I'm not motivated and I feel like I'm watching my life through a glass wall. One of the few people whom I could count on to be there for me is now in college and I don't see him anymore regardless of the fact that he used to tell people we were like brother and sister. I've become completely isolated. I go to school, I go home, I go to work or the library. I am scared that I will do something on my way to work or late at night when everyone's asleep or gone. I just want to be able to crack a real smile naturally the way I used to.
  10. It really sucks. I know the feeling of loneliness and misery, if you wanna talk, message me. I want to support the people in this community because this commmunity has helped me so much. I am willing to listen if you need to talk. Anytime you wanna talk just send me a message and I'll get back to you asap.
  11. If you want to talk, message me. I know the feeling of nothing getting better no matter what. It can really help to talk with someone.
  12. Petrus, Thank you for your support, I've been like this for about four or five years and this is the one place I can talk. Its been a while since I've said anything to anyone so again thank you
  13. I know where you're coming from, it's strange to talk to strangers but the time I spend on here makes me feel so much better. It sucks to be left like that, hang in there and you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to.
  14. After my dad forbade me to go online and talk to others on this forum, I am finally back. I feel like lately I've been crying even more and faking smiles even in private. I'm young and I know it's probably a teenage thing to those around me, I feel crazy and unwanted. I would love to talk to anyone willing to talk to me. I want to become a part of this community again and help others so we can get through this together.
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