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Aki Sky

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  1. I'm sorry for being away for so long I'll have to catch up with you hope you have been doing well *hugs*

    1. hocico

      hocico

      Hey Aki, ah it's grand so :smile: it hasn't been that long so don't worry :laugh: *hugs*  how are getting on at the moment? Things are pretty good here, did a few events last week which proved fun :smile: and actually managed to wake up early enough to volunteer this week :laugh: , it would be great to catch up with you. 

      Look forward to reply,

      Hocico

       

  2. I'm sorry for being away for so long :(...

    1. babyxgothxx

      babyxgothxx

      Aww it's okay! Take as many rests as you need... We will always be here for you! :console: :icon12: :console::icon12:

  3. I apologize for my absence... I've been having mild anxiety attacks these past few nights before bed :tear2: that uneasy feeling and racing heart is so stressful.

    1. velvetpuddles

      velvetpuddles

      Oh no! I hope you're feeling better!

    2. hocico

      hocico

      Aw I feel sad you feel like that at the moment buddy :console:I was wondering if you were okay when you weren't about for a few days. I hope you're feeling better soon and things feel calmer so you can get to sleep easier at night :hugs:

    3. babyxgothxx

      babyxgothxx

      Hope you're okay and feeling better, dear... Panic attacks are very stressful to go through... :console:

      If you need to talk, we're here :hugs::icon12:

  4. Same here everytime you try and go out... it's like poison in your vains. The outcasts, pariahs, and misfits of society.
  5. Does anyone else here struggle with jealousy and envy... whenever you're out in public and you see so many other people your age hanging out with their friends and you realize every where you go and everything you do is that you are always alone in all that you do...
  6. Out in public envying other people my age hanging out with their friends... looking at myself always doing stuff alone.
  7. I like how you think and how it doesn't hurt you as badly. I've been doing alright... sick of love so much BS too much effort and the same outcome all the time.
  8. Having feelings for someone just brings sorrow to someone else. Someone always gets sacrificed and suffers. If this is what it means to fall in love, then falling in love is terrible.

    A Lull in the Sea ~

    Sometimes we love the person who ignores us. And in turn ignore the person who loves us.

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    2. Aki Sky

      Aki Sky

      :hugs:*hugs you back*  I usually try to forget the pain and move on even if I'm alone. 

       

    3. babyxgothxx

      babyxgothxx

      Honey, I don't think I would be able to survive this... Sorry... I can't explain what has just happened :broken_heart: *hugs YOU lots* :hugs:

    4. Aki Sky

      Aki Sky

      Pm me you can talk to me if you would like too. :console:what's wrong??

  9. Time heals the heart in time it will heal. But the scars/memories remain.
  10. Feeling cold hearted, numb, depressed, apathy and sluggish... I don't know why but it's come over me today like a silent storm.
  11. Somethings are just not meant to be.

  12. I may be good at everything else... but when it comes to love I always lose. I know that is a fact because every relationship I've been in have been nothing but bulls***. I'll never understand why love comes easy for others whatever I guess... it's just been a waste of my time and pain.

  13. I've been feeling alot better than I have been in the past few weeks. I've been struggling with substance addictions... Whyne specifically... it feels so good to have a buzz but I've been missing vaping and not having a place to work. I've been growing impatient. But I've been staying somewhat busy taking care of my doggies and doctor appointments. I know in time I will find employment and I will be making my own $$$. Till then I will have to stay strong and carry on.
  14. Turn back on the broken hearted
    Some things are just meant to be
    I still believe that we got a chance
    I still believe that we got a chance to be
    Too much is never enough
    And too little to never enough
    Full speed got me looking out my rear view
    I can't go back
    Going a hundred in a fifty-five
    And I don't know why I'm still alive, but I
    Do what I can, but I know I can't take anymore
    I still believe in this Rock 'n Roll
    And I pray the music gon' save my soul, but
    'Til then I still believe
    Some things are just meant to be
    It's messed up but I got this mission
    Drunk again won't remember anyway
    She said it's just a game boy
    Don't be gone, don't be gone for long
    Ten years I been doing this forever
    It's all I know baby please don't turn away
    I know you don't believe in me
    But I do believe in you
    Going a hundred in a fifty-five
    And I don't know why I'm still alive, but I
    Do what I can, but I know I can't take anymore
    I still believe in this Rock 'n Roll
    And I pray the music gon' save my soul, but
    'Til then I still believe
    Some things are just meant to be
    I'm still falling
    Away from here
    Away from here
    I'm still falling
    This winds are falling on
    I can't go back
    I'm in too deep
    Going a hundred in a fifty-five
    And I don't know why I'm still alive, but I
    Do what I can, but I know I can't take anymore
    I still believe in this Rock 'n Roll
    And I pray the music gon' save my soul, but
    'Til then I still believe
    Some things
    Going a hundred in a fifty-five
    And I don't know why I'm still alive, but I
    Do what I can, but I know I can't take anymore
    I can't take more baby
    I still believe in this Rock 'n Roll
    And I pray the music gon' save my soul, but
    'Til then I still believe
    Some things are just meant to be
    I still believe
    Some things are just meant to be
    I still believe
    Some things are just meant to be yeah
    I still believe
    Some things are just meant to be
    By Pop Evil
  15. I am a lone wolf

    Quietly I will endure.

    Silently I will suffer

    Patiently I will wait

    For I am a warrior and I will survive.

    Wherever I may roam used to people coming and going like the seasons and tides.

  16. To get back into playing guitar and I've been craving alcohol too.
  17. Darling you are beautiful you will understand that beauty is only skin deep... someone can be outwardly beautiful but be rottenly disgusting on the inside... and if I can be quite honest! I've had my heart torn to shreds by girls who "looked" beautiful on the outside but were so ugly on the inside.... my heart and eyes have had enough of being used and abused... Then you begin to realize just how much of a rarity it is to find a someone with a genuine heart <3
  18. As we turn in envy, I learn through sorrow
    I turn in envy and go, to the wall

    Before I burn with envy, I learn through sorrow
    I burn with envy and go, to the wall...
  19. How we fall in love with people we cannot have... love, lust, jealousy and envy.

    1. babyxgothxx

      babyxgothxx

      You stole my diary!!! JK :biglaugh:

      I'm obsessed with a taken guy... UGH I'm getting over him though... :hugs:

      Also, lust is the worst feeling on Earth! :broken_heart:

    2. Aki Sky

      Aki Sky

      I have been there too many times to count ah.... when you are in love with someone but you know they will never ever be yours... it's so hard on the heart I understand how you feel *babygirl*  :console:

  20. " Remember: The time that you feel the most lonely is the time you most need to be by yourself... Life's cruelest irony. "

    ~ Douglas Coupland 

    So that you can self reflect on yourself.

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