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LouisRiel

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    LouisRiel got a reaction from CoolCat7 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    That is so wrong! My mom is the same way justifying both her failures as a parent, and some of my mental issues she and my grandmother shared. Some people can live in denial, but I can't so I get the blame for bringing these to the surface.
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    That is so wrong! My mom is the same way justifying both her failures as a parent, and some of my mental issues she and my grandmother shared. Some people can live in denial, but I can't so I get the blame for bringing these to the surface.
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    LouisRiel reacted to LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Nothing is hopeless duck..this disease lies and would like us to believe that it is...hang in there, brother...
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Mavigo in What was your first thought this morning?   
    Ugh I missed my alarm, my meds are all the way across the room, and my stitches ****ing hurt. 
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Corbin in Can you get over depression?   
    No and I believe any case you can "Just get over" was not depression, or 'just sadness'. I am sympathetic to those periods as well, but a day/week long situational depression does not give them a right to pass judgement on how I handle mine. 
    I can be medicated to make it less extreme, learn coping skills to get through rough periods, and use therapy/theraputic tools to help with past issues and associations, but I will NEVER just be over it. My mother still half expects a doctor to decide it's a thyroid problem or something 'fixable' so I can fulfill my great catholic purpose of pushing out babies though.
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from highanxiety in Did You Accomplish Anything Today? Anything At All? If So, Post Here!   
    Two busses
    Information session for a group that I won't be going through with, but I did get a good laugh out of a girl who mentioned her wait for a Psychiatrist was like them saying "Have fun not trying to **** yourself".
    Two busses
    Shower
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Steve P in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Thanks Lauryn I wish I could share my niece, or nephew with you.
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from CoolCat7 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Thanks Lauryn I wish I could share my niece, or nephew with you.
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Natasha1 in Why Do I Do This To Myself?   
    I couldn't initiate sleep so it would be hours tossing and turning followed by screw this time to do 50 different tasks at once and enjoy the ride. And on really fun nights a caffeine pill or 5 and maybe a Red bull
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Natasha1 in Why Do I Do This To Myself?   
    I just like the taste now it doesn't do much, but it used to be fun.
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from salparadise6132 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Thanks Lauryn I wish I could share my niece, or nephew with you.
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Epictetus in Did You Accomplish Anything Today? Anything At All? If So, Post Here!   
    Two busses
    Information session for a group that I won't be going through with, but I did get a good laugh out of a girl who mentioned her wait for a Psychiatrist was like them saying "Have fun not trying to **** yourself".
    Two busses
    Shower
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Epictetus in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Thanks Lauryn I wish I could share my niece, or nephew with you.
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    LouisRiel reacted to Natasha1 in Why Do I Do This To Myself?   
    Compulsary class at 8 am too lol
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Natasha1 in Why Do I Do This To Myself?   
    By the time I got my meds to help with sleep I had lost 5 days to getting almost none and being stressed out, and p***** off about it. By the time it sorted out I was ready to bathe in the magical drug that allowed me to sleep for the first time in 19 years.
    I set an alarm to try and take it at the same time every day and I have actually started to look forward to it. I still miss those late night high energy hours where I felt I needed less sleep the less I got, but I know how hard that was on me, and that this whole "stable" bulls*** thing they keep talking about is better.
    That being said I would love to go into just ONE more caffeine induced high without meds bringing me down ? 
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from CoolCat7 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from highanxiety in 3 Words Of The Moment   
    Panic
    Dread
    Fear
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Steve P in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from LonelyHiker in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from One More Red Nightmare in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from duck in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from Skylark1 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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    LouisRiel reacted to RiverLight in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    I hate strip clubs. They degrade women. And if men go to them, I think they're scum of the earth. Just my general opinion.
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from RiverLight in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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    LouisRiel got a reaction from salparadise6132 in The "How Do You Feel Right Now?" Thread (3)   
    Devastated thinking of the children I will never have
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