LouisRiel

Fan/AC in my face, ketosis, 16 hour naps, pecan pies in my bed, enjoying shitty people's "payback".

Hell is coming...
Will I make it?
Do I want to?

Womb
Limits
Meds

"If I ever start referring to these as the best days of my life, remind me to **** myself"

Just under 3 years ago when I was having a weird reaction to a med in my sleep. 
It was a lot of fun in the beginning,  but that was ruined after multiple dividing feuds, suspension's, and bannings. Which sucked because it was a great support and distraction.

Spending so much time with my sister. I owe her the world for being a "parent" before age 10. 
If I was ever forced to go back I wouldn't survive. 

The Good Place in the background 

The Good Place in the background 

Fan/AC in my face, ketosis, 16 hour naps, pecan pies in my bed, enjoying shitty people's "payback".

Spending so much time with my sister. I owe her the world for being a "parent" before age 10. 
If I was ever forced to go back I wouldn't survive. 

I've never been a fan of movie musicals.  Not saying there is anything wrong with them.  It's probably just me.  

Just one I guess I hate Jeopardy.  I don't like watching a show that makes me feel stupid.

Depression coping activity would be 59 minute shower in the fetal position

Depression coping activity would be 59 minute shower in the fetal position

59 minute showers I don't like sitting in my own filth 

Water with my seroquel

Inspired

Or reward for thoughtfulness maybe it accidentally fell in 

Buy something else for congestion too, "lose receipt" and play it off as a favour for husband hahaha :) Pharmacy expenses come on!

4.99 for a 4 pack at Shoppers get to the mall!? is it I can't remember exactly.

Enjoying a Red bull and enjoying being back on the forum again :) It has been awhile for me.

Antidepressants seriously it ****ing scares me. They trigger hypomania and never end well. If I was hospitalized refusing would be considered non compliant and screw me over more. The appeal panel in my province to fight involuntary includes a psychiatrist I had issues with in the past which doesn't help either.
 

Bought groceries, made a collage from a water colour picture I cut into shapes, and watched tutorials.

59 minute showers I don't like sitting in my own filth 

Red bull over a lot of ice as long as meds are bringing me 'down' enough, my large fuzzy fleece blanket, background shows when I can't focus, and my bed.
Worst days especially before and off meds.... showers while curled up in the fetal position