LouisRiel

My broken brain

In bed wide awake.

Had a brief period where I almost felt well physically.. and slept through the majority of the time I didn't 

My pharmacist was able to locate my missing script at my former one

Was able to get a good nights sleep.

Was able to get a good nights sleep.

You know you're old when childhood shows are brought back with children as parents. 

Was able to get a good nights sleep.

Real life with a twist of more awful. The usual.

My broken brain

The Handmaid's Tale

Okay at the moment with a breeze and some clouds.

Racing bs I want to ignore with a Red bull. Good plan 😊

Why do I still say some variation of "I want to get so ****ing drunk" in my head a thousand times a day? I was never actually a drunk either.

Pretty sure she thinks I am a malingering drain on her precious tax dollars because I was racing, talking nervous instead of silent. I learned spew out the basics I have detached myself from fairly well because it got my ass out of emergency. Oh well, as long as I have some connection and prescriber who can say I am a patient and not deny me controlled substances her opinion does not matter. I am not an addict, but I have take as needed Ativan that walk in clinics refuse to prescribe.

Terror over meeting a new doctor

****ing phone swipe to answer my call!

I miss real food

I didn't plot my death

My broken brain

Same here. I'm in heaven. At least from a meteorological perspective.

They censored the part where I 'elegantly' said it was the only reason I wish I was a male. I am not saying none of us should have children, but in my case I have no safe options and would destroy myself worrying if I tried.
Pregnancy on (my) meds: risk to baby 
Pregnancy off meds: risk to baby and myself
Surrogacy: Hormones.. nope
Unrelated
Even though I am fairly young I do find it exhausting knowing I still have so many years to live. Especially when I know I will still be fighting my mood swings and various impairments till the day I die.

Finally a break from the heat 🙂

Finally a break from the heat 🙂

Hours spend watching youtube videos being a nerd and watching Disney ahahahah.