LouisRiel

Okay, this isn't small now that I think about it. I am fortunate to be Canadian with a great Pdoc to vouch for me.

Anxiety ativan could not help, so ordered groceries to be delivered rather than going without. Made appointment with Pdoc and contacted a mental health team I was referred to.

My disability was approved and I recieved back pay from The beginning of June when I was reviewed by the medical panel.

Tired, but enjoying my beautiful niece. Spoiling the hell out of her with favorite shows, toys, books, and food. Cuddles, songs and tickles included.

Oh the good old days where you remained silent about the child molester down the street and "minded your business" while your neighbor beat his wife... Few things set me off as much as the outright denial of mental illness in the past. We are so fortunate to be out of the "dark ages" of psychiatry. The system may be flawed and no where near what it needs to be, BUT we are still here fighting. We are generally free from institutionalizion, won't be locked in an attic, punished with ECT, or given lobotomies on a whim. For this I am grateful as well as the fact that we are evolving past these comments being the norm.

I didn't plot my death actively or inactively

You have been training for that part for ages Note to others: we talk about showers being a pain and this was not an insult

Queer Eye. Need a happy show.

This depressive episode I am back in and how much of it is my fault for not taking care of myself. Missed meds, missed sleep, missed meals, and not taking time to recharge while awake.

Crushing depression. Returned

Towel Naked Bed

We can only cook with a pan here on df too.

Showered, washed kids clothes and packed toys, diapers, and wipes. Downloaded some shows from Netflix for our trip and started to charge up all the electronics. Bring on freaky Northern sun trip. It is good in stages, but a Biotch long term.

At certain points movies that relate too closely to my trauma. Violence, emotional and physical abuse, oppression, addiction in families, Catholicism, dysfunction, and ganging up on people all horrible. I left Bridesmaid's when I was in a theatre with my family because the victimization was destroying me.

unless it's hate I nailed it!