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samadhiSheol

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    samadhiSheol reacted to RiverLight for a status update,   
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    samadhiSheol reacted to RiverLight for a status update, What a concert!!   
    What a concert!! 


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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, "Searching for satori The Kick in the Eye" Bauhaus - Kick in the Eye Jack Kerouac too   
    "Searching for satori
    The Kick in the Eye"
    Bauhaus - Kick in the Eye
    Jack Kerouac too
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Tilted for a status update, I want to stab myself in the heart with a kitchen knife.   
    I want to stab myself in the heart with a kitchen knife.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, I want to stab myself in the heart with a kitchen knife.   
    I want to stab myself in the heart with a kitchen knife.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, Don't want to ever wake up again. I hope I die in my sleep. I don't want to face my *   
    Don't want to ever wake up again.
    I hope I die in my sleep. 
    I don't want to face my ****ing self in the mirror. 
    I hate myself so much I want to shoot the mother****er in the head.
    Pointless loser. Just k ill yourself aready.
     
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    samadhiSheol reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Merry Christmas and a happy and healthy holiday wish to all! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️   
    Merry Christmas and a happy and healthy holiday wish to all! 
    ❤️❤️❤️

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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, Is art creation, procreation or just masturbation?   
    Is art creation,  procreation or just masturbation?
     
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Tilted for a status update, My mind isn't lying. Everything else is. That or the truth is too harsh to bare.   
    My mind isn't lying. Everything else is. 
    That or the truth is too harsh to bare.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Tilted for a status update, Today is one of those days when I want to k ill myself more than I usually do. I thin   
    Today is one of those days when I want to k ill myself more than I usually do. I think of doing it nearly every day.
    God I hate myself for my shortcomings.
    I hate myself for the constant failure in being me, whoever that is.
    I hate myself for never being enough. And I haven't, whatever you try to say. My life is proof for all the failures and shortcomings that are this "me". 
    I hate myself because I will never see the light. Is there lighf? No, there isn't. 
    I hate myself because I am me.
    I wish I were never born. 
     
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    samadhiSheol reacted to Floor2017 for a status update, Hey, my friend don't you want to tell us a little more about yourself. Like what plan   
    Hey, my friend don't you want to tell us a little more about yourself.  Like what planet
    you are from and what species you evolved from.   
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    samadhiSheol reacted to RiverLight for a status update,   
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, Elvis, are you out there somewhere Looking like a happy man? In the snow with Rosebud   
    Elvis, are you out there somewhere
    Looking like a happy man?
    In the snow with Rosebud
    And king of the mountain

    The wind, it blows
    The wind, it blows the door closed
     
    Kate Bush -  King of the Mountain
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from MarkintheDark for a status update, R.I.P Aretha Franklin   
    R.I.P
    Aretha Franklin
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, R.I.P Aretha Franklin   
    R.I.P
    Aretha Franklin
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Natasha1 for a status update, I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere. A couple of storms and t   
    I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere.
    A couple of storms and the weather persistently just under 30 degrees Celsius. Not bad if you have a lake to swim in 😉 and a bottle of chilled grüner veltliner..
    Love you guys.
     
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from hocico for a status update, I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere. A couple of storms and t   
    I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere.
    A couple of storms and the weather persistently just under 30 degrees Celsius. Not bad if you have a lake to swim in 😉 and a bottle of chilled grüner veltliner..
    Love you guys.
     
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere. A couple of storms and t   
    I’m barely on the grid at the mo.. in the middle of nowhere.
    A couple of storms and the weather persistently just under 30 degrees Celsius. Not bad if you have a lake to swim in 😉 and a bottle of chilled grüner veltliner..
    Love you guys.
     
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Tilted for a status update, What doesn't ki ll me just makes me weaker and more hopeless. There is nothing to fig   
    What doesn't ki  ll me just makes me weaker and more hopeless. There is nothing to fight for and nowhere to go. Pain misery and death is all there is.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Tilted for a status update, I hate myself and the sheer failure I am in coping with life. If I met my younger sel   
    I hate myself and the sheer failure I am in coping with life.
    If I met my younger self and had to tell him something about life I’d probably end up on my knees crying, telling him life is hardship, disappointment and death.
    “There’s no fcuking treasure at the end of the rainbow, laddie”.
    I am a hopeless loser. I wish I was ****ing dead.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from JD4010 for a status update, I hate myself and the sheer failure I am in coping with life. If I met my younger sel   
    I hate myself and the sheer failure I am in coping with life.
    If I met my younger self and had to tell him something about life I’d probably end up on my knees crying, telling him life is hardship, disappointment and death.
    “There’s no fcuking treasure at the end of the rainbow, laddie”.
    I am a hopeless loser. I wish I was ****ing dead.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from hocico for a status update, "Off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz!" In other words seeing my new the   
    "Off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of Oz!"
    In other words seeing my new therapist in 40 minutes or so. If there is anything to report, I'll blog it. 
    Definitely not in Kansas anymore.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Hertz for a status update, Seeing new therapist in 10 minutes. Paranoia kicking in. Great. Might get a parking t   
    Seeing new therapist in 10 minutes. Paranoia kicking in. Great. Might get a parking ticket. What will I say to the therapist??
    Oh wait..ANXIETY kicking in too. This will be interesting.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Chaosandsun for a status update, Seeing new therapist in 10 minutes. Paranoia kicking in. Great. Might get a parking t   
    Seeing new therapist in 10 minutes. Paranoia kicking in. Great. Might get a parking ticket. What will I say to the therapist??
    Oh wait..ANXIETY kicking in too. This will be interesting.
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    samadhiSheol got a reaction from Asta for a status update, I think I'll just fc uk off. Goodbye.   
    I think I'll just fc uk off. Goodbye.
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