I'm a 30-year-old woman and I don't have a family or any kind of lead on building one. I've grown apart from most of my friends as they started finding people to love them and building families and that hasn't happened for me, I've just kept watching tv, surfing the internet, wanting to drink way too much to numb myself. I'm getting over the drinking thing, but I still just don't know what to do with myself much of the time. It's like I'm paralyzed, and it's starting to really scare me. I don't want this to be my life, watching the clock til I think I can sleep (I sleep a lot). I know as I'm posting this it sounds like I don't really have any problems, and this does seem like it would be a REALLY easy problem to get over... yet here I am.
Any advice welcome.