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Everything posted by vinnedapooh85

  1. That is an awesome way of looking at it, thank you for that!
  2. Believe me when I say I understand your situation. I remember applying for my first job and feeling a sense of dread. In fact, the day of my interview I threw up because of how shot my nerves were. Still I managed to put my best foot forward and I got the job. At first it was nerve wrecking but as time went on it became second nature. My philosophy in life is that what is the harm in trying. I cannot be any worse than giving up and not putting the effort in. I know it is difficult especially a change of scenery but try your best and hopefully you can land a new job. Keep us updated on your progress and good luck!
  3. Thank you so much! I'm going to schedule an appointment with my doctor and therapist. I have realized that in order to conquer this I have to be willing to put in the work. It won't fix itself I have to be proactive.
  4. I feel like I need to go to sleep and not go to class. But I'm going to force myself to go anyway.
  5. I just don't understand how my mother could be stolen from me the way she was. I feel like so much was left unspoken. I feel regret and guilt. Wish I could turn back time. I am so miserable without my mama. She was the voice of reason and without her I feel so lost.
  6. A few months ago I lost my mother to m*****. I have been extremely depressed and still have not come to terms with it. Everything in my life is so difficult now. I was always depressed, in fact, I have been depressed for about 5 years now. When this tragedy occurred I fell deeper into depression. It seems like no matter what I do I cannot fill the void. I just feel so empty and numb to the whole thing. I have been trying to get my life back on track and it is a day to day process. I stay up all night and sleep all day. My insomnia is at an all time worst. It makes being productive damn near impossible. I hope that I can conquer this someday but thus far things are looking really grim and hopeless.
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