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carter_burn1

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    carter_burn1 reacted to Jalen for a status update, Hey, just want to let all of you know I'm okay but I probably won't be able to get ba   
    Hey, just want to let all of you know I'm okay but I probably won't be able to get back on these forums for a very long time.
    Love you all,
    -Jalen
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from Jalen for a status update, Hey Kelly! Just wanted to drop you a line and tell you I hope your holidays were good   
    Hey Kelly! Just wanted to drop you a line and tell you I hope your holidays were good! I hope your 2017 is amazing and you get everything you deserve. Here's to the new year, kiddo! 
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    carter_burn1 reacted to quentin360 for a status update, I wanted to give a status update as well. This is what a FB friend of mine, which I k   
    I wanted to give a status update as well. This is what a FB friend of mine, which I know, but have not gotten to really know yet, she lives here in Cordele as well...She posted this yesterday...(My door is always open, the coffee pan is always on and my sofa is always warm and a place of peace and non-judgement. Any of my family and friends who need to chat are welcome anytime . It's no good suffering in silence. I have cold drinks and food in the fridge...tea & coffee in the cupboard and I will always be here. ...You are never not welcome!!
    Blue Monday is a name given to a day in January (typically the third Monday of the month) reported to be the most depressing day of the year and January the worst month for suicides, it's always good to talk but even better to listen. This hits closer to home than we think. I'll always lend an ear and a shoulder.......and my heart.)
    What is so sad about this, is that i live right next door to her and her family, about a 50 foot walk, and although she has invited me to come over many times, I am ashamed that I have not done so. They do have parties on the weekend, where there is drinking, and I have told her that I can not be around that. But she still asks me to come over during the week if I want to, she is a very good person and great mother to her two kids. I can go be around 40 or 50 fellow recovering addicts, but I have not been able to bring myself to walk next door where I know I am very welcome. This post of hers has made me realize that I have to try harder to go visit her. I don't have to be here all the time, wallowing in my own self-pity, I have a neighbor willing to listen and talk to me...what do you guys think about this?...your friend Quentin...
     

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    carter_burn1 reacted to Tux for a status update, Sad to see you go!   
    Sad to see you go!
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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Thinking about happiness and peace within...   
    Thinking about happiness and peace within...


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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, I'm soooooo excited!!!! I created my own happiness blog online yesterday!!! I can't p   
    I'm soooooo excited!!!! I created my own happiness blog online yesterday!!! I can't post the actual link, but the address is happinessblog dot net

    YAY!!! This is such a fun project!
     
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from Kellyb79 for a status update, I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!   
    I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from RiverLight for a status update, I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!   
    I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from samadhiSheol for a status update, I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!   
    I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from Jalen for a status update, I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!   
    I love Christmas! NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM NUM!!!!!
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    carter_burn1 reacted to Kellyb79 for a status update, I always always try to be grateful for everything and everyone in my life, even when   
    I always always try to be grateful for everything and everyone in my life, even when they're are rough patches I'm dealing with at the time, as there are so many people that have it way worse. But I gotta say, this anxiety/depression/self harm combo stuff that I'm trying to work through is frustrating and exhausting as hell. The anxiety I can handle for the most part, as I've dealt with it for years. But having depression, and this new self harm thing(only a handful of times, but a handful too many) on top of it is a whole other thing that I'm just not used to dealing with. I know I can get through it, it's just so frustrating, and makes you feel broken inside. And I've been swamped lately, so I haven't been on much, but I'll be on more in the next couple days, because my schedule won't be so hectic for a little bit at least. And I've noticed the heightened anxiety since not being on here every day. All of you just really help me a lot, and I just wanna say thank you. I hope all of you are doing ok♡
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from Kellyb79 for a status update, Panic! - Sarah Smiles I was fine, just a guy living on my own, Waiting for the sky to   
    Panic! - Sarah Smiles
    I was fine, just a guy living on my own,
    Waiting for the sky to fall.
    Then you called and changed it all, doll.
    Velvet lips and the eyes to pull me in.
    We both know you'd already win
     
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from Jalen for a status update, Some people complain that they can't remember their dreams upon waking. I think the v   
    Some people complain that they can't remember their dreams upon waking.
    I think the very best part of dreaming is that, while we're dreaming, we don't remember that we're alive. Not because I hate being alive, not at all...but because it lets my soul inhabit at least two different bodies each and every day 
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from Jalen for a status update, Panic! - Sarah Smiles I was fine, just a guy living on my own, Waiting for the sky to   
    Panic! - Sarah Smiles
    I was fine, just a guy living on my own,
    Waiting for the sky to fall.
    Then you called and changed it all, doll.
    Velvet lips and the eyes to pull me in.
    We both know you'd already win
     
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from RiverLight for a status update, Panic! - Sarah Smiles I was fine, just a guy living on my own, Waiting for the sky to   
    Panic! - Sarah Smiles
    I was fine, just a guy living on my own,
    Waiting for the sky to fall.
    Then you called and changed it all, doll.
    Velvet lips and the eyes to pull me in.
    We both know you'd already win
     
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from RiverLight for a status update, Some people complain that they can't remember their dreams upon waking. I think the v   
    Some people complain that they can't remember their dreams upon waking.
    I think the very best part of dreaming is that, while we're dreaming, we don't remember that we're alive. Not because I hate being alive, not at all...but because it lets my soul inhabit at least two different bodies each and every day 
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    carter_burn1 reacted to samadhiSheol for a status update, Apparently they serve vanilla lattes and chocolate muffins in hell. Yummy.   
    Apparently they serve vanilla lattes and chocolate muffins in hell.
    Yummy.
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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Life choices..   
    Life choices..


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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, On self-acceptance:   
    On self-acceptance:


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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Self-love and self-acceptance are on my mind! Love yourself first and foremost &   
    Self-love and self-acceptance are on my mind! Love yourself first and foremost & you will be at peace. I used to do just this.... try to convince others that I am worthy of their respect. If my partner was disrespecting me, I would protest & stand up for myself, but then try to teach them respect. That's like trying to get blood from a rock! What a complete waste of energy and time, and I spent years doing this.
    Forget that. I was looking for validation and self-worth through others. Why bother??? If someone doesn't respect you, move on...... we must value and love ourselves first, then others will too.




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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Hehe!   
    Hehe!


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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from RiverLight for a status update, Step one, drink. Step two, make mistakes, Step three, pretend you don't remember, Ste   
    Step one, drink.
    Step two, make mistakes,
    Step three, pretend you don't remember,
    Step four, drink a little more,
    Step five, I need to run dry, I need to run dry.
    I'm running dry...how come no one believes me? Believe me! Cross my heart, cross my fingers.
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    carter_burn1 got a reaction from Jalen for a status update, Step one, drink. Step two, make mistakes, Step three, pretend you don't remember, Ste   
    Step one, drink.
    Step two, make mistakes,
    Step three, pretend you don't remember,
    Step four, drink a little more,
    Step five, I need to run dry, I need to run dry.
    I'm running dry...how come no one believes me? Believe me! Cross my heart, cross my fingers.
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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Awwwwwwww, these are such pretty flowers!   
    Awwwwwwww, these are such pretty flowers!


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    carter_burn1 reacted to RiverLight for a status update, Pretty image of the morning!   
    Pretty image of the morning!


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